follow my dreams

This is my dream.

I want to do what I have dreamt about for so long…

When faced with giving up a dream, i get upset. It’s so important to follow your dreams, to be the master of your own destiny, to have your own plan and fulfill your own dreams. Although it’s also important to allow yourself to give up hope and on your dreams if you need to , if that is part of your plan, of your growth. I have learnt this in the pursuit of my dreams, sometimes some of my most important moral values are put at jeaopody, so it means just tweaking my dreams.

I’ve always had dreams of running my own animal shelter, but after having looked after a ridiculous amount of pets at home and knowing how much i love business, i think that for me running a horse livery would be more realistic, especially after having realised that to gain the amount of money i need to run the scale of operation i need, i would feel happy to be running my own livery and possibly doing some adoption work for a pre-existing shelter.

It’s still at the forefront of my mind to setup an animal shelter, but i also note the distance, reality is from my dreams, the gap and know that closing that gap may take some time. I’m not giving up on my dreams, i’m just altering them slightly to accomadate who i am as a person now. I know that several years ago i would have said i would do anything to run an animal rescue. Now im happy with my own pets and would love to run a livery yard.

As far as I can remember my dream has been to live abroad and be happy in general. For the first time in my life I’m free to do whatever I want. I’ve graduated high school so there’s no more compulsory studying. This is my chance to make my dream come true. I’ve been living for my future and dreaming about a life abroad long enough. Last week I completely understood that I’m the only one to make me happy. No one will come knocking on my door and make me happy. I’m the only one to blame if I don’t follow my dreams. Here I come, London!

Even though I don’t know exactly what they are, but to generally be happy and to enjoy what I do in life.

Is a little courage.

I am! I want to finish school for the year- final start wednesday- and then my goal is to make it as far as possible with figure skating and we are working on adjusting my schedule to accomidate this!!!!!:-) yayyyy

I can’t really specifically define what “following my dreams” is to me. I guess it’s just the way I want to live my life…full of wonderfuf, exciting, and endless adventure. I don’t want to ever be bored.

I love acting, and I cry thinking about how much I want it to be me in front of those cameras. I’ve already decided that I’m going to go to college for teaching, and teach somewhere around new york city (i live in pa so it’s close), and audition with any free time I have. Like, in the summer when I’m not teaching. I believe I can do it. I know I can do it. I’m only in 9th grade, but I’ve loved acting for as long as I can remember. Johnny Depp is truly my inspiration. He is my favorite person in the whole world, and a magnificent actor. I dream every day of being like him. And, I see my mom and dad so upset about their jobs all of the time. I don’t want that to be me. I don’t want to get old, then imagine what it could have been like to just go for it. I will put 100% of who I am into it, and never give up. I’ve never even realized before that I could want something so badly. That’s why I’m going to do it. You wait, I’m going to be the next Rachel McAdams or Helena Bonham Carter. Remember my name.

I don’t want to constantly have to ask myself when I get old “what if I had…”

I don’t want to wonder
I want to know.