do the stuff I'm actually interested in and not the stuff I'm supposed to be interested in

people pleaser.

lets face it,
i dont always know what i want or need.
thats life
id like to figure out and thrive on the things i realize i love and understand.
and spend time doing so.

not sure what i’m supposed to be interested in but most peeps my age have already been married for about 10 years, have 2.4 kids, a hoose with a white picket fence, helicopter to take the kids to skool in and a dog so the fact that i go out clubbing til 7am occasionally and have no interest in picket fences or dogs of any colour means i must have completed this goal, mostly x

Now I’m going to get ‘em. Grrr.

...if only I could figure out what I am actually interested in…