Lose 70 pounds

I used to set time limits for myself on when I wanted the weight gone by, but now it’s just more of a I want it gone, but I know that since I haven’t been good about eating healthy and working out regularly, I can’t expect it to just happen overnight. I worked out for an hour today though, and I’m going to try to get back into regular exercise.

I don’t want to spend the rest of my 20’s fat. I want to be healthy. Go shopping for clothes. Take pictures and know that I look good. I know I’m a beautiful woman, I just want to embrace it.

I am now tottering 204-206lbs.
My first goal is to get down below 200. Its really hard. I still wanna be 139lb lol. I haven’t been exercising at all. I am signing up for a kickboxing class at the community center and a yoga class, once I quit my job this July that is. My daughter and I have been taking walked around the block. She enjoys it and we both get exercise. I am taking some herbal supplements but as far as eating healthy… unexpected expenses… so 39 cent box of mac and cheese for two weeks. but not excessive eating though I want to. I eat when I am bored. I need more activities. I’d like to get a rowing machine and an exercise bike. I really enjoy those machines.
I still lost 3-4 pounds. Yays! However, even though I have only lost 3-4 pounds. My face and belly are a lot smaller. hmm…

after losing the 32 pounds i ended up putting 14 back on but they’re leaving again now i’m happy to say but i obviously have alot of learning to do, i’ll start posting my weight again once i’ve lost the weight i gained back. i’ll get there :)

I was always a size one. After three kids, I will still a size one. But, after coming down with a thyroid disease, my husband and my mother passing away unexpectedly at very young ages, I gained 93 pounds. It seems insurmountable. When my mom passed away last year from hereditary lung cancer I started taking care of myself. I lost 23 pounds in four months. I thought I was on my way to losing it. But, stress hit, changes happened and I gained back all but 6 pounds of what I lost. I still have 87 pounds to lose. My beautiful husband that I was married to for 24 years has been gone now for almost 5 years. I’m only 44. I never thought I would want to date anyone again but I am at a point where I do. My 6 year old keeps asking me for a daddy and I miss the companionship. I miss sharing and talking and enjoying life with someone. Problem is, ever since I gained all this weight NO GUYS EVEN LOOK at me anymore. I never had that problem before I gained weight. So, why don’t I have the energy to lose the weight? Why can’t I make a long term effort? Have do I find that energy and willpower again? I also worry about my health being 44 and our youngest is only 6. I have to be healthy for her. What’s it gonna take? How the heck do I get back to a place of caring?

So I was always 140ish then I got pregnant and my weight hit 240lbs. When I gave birth, I lost 30 pounds. Then I teeter tottered between 200-210. I want to get back to 140ish.

I am currently 209lbs.

I have started eating much better. Lots of salad, grilled chicken breast, unsweetened Iced tea, smaller portions, and zero snacking.

I am going to start bicycling, walking, jumping rope, and lifting weights.

I also am going to start taking my alli soon.

I’ll weigh in and post in a week.

i am stressed out all the time about my weight. i am 13 years old and i weigh 174 lbs. i play 2(1/2) sports: soccer,tennis, and playing around with my neighbors. my sister did weight watchers and she weighs less than ME now. i just cant do that…

It seems alot but it really isn’t. I know in my mind this seems impossible but, nothing is impossible. Am going to let go of my mind and let my body do the work. I’ve always been either angry or disappointed that i didn’t start last year or last month but it doesn’t matter. Am going to start today. am going to change my life today. There is nothing spectacular about today, i didn’t have any aahahhuuhh!! moments. But, am choosing to longer wait for something great to happened in order to change my life. Just take it one step at a time and in the end, once i achieve my goal thats gonna be my aahahuuuh moment!!!.

Haven’t been counting calories or anything lately. I’m more concerned with trying to figure out what is vegan at the mo. To be honest I lost heart after I sabotaged myself over Easter and have stayed the same weight for 3 or 4 weeks. I think I worked out it was pretty impossible for me to lose the amount I wanted by the time I wanted as well and that really p’d me off. I had only lost half a stone but have developed really bad stretch marks all over my inner thighs. Doesn’t boad(?) well for what’ll happen if I manage to lose 70 pounds does it?! Ah I feel so attractive!

dats how much i started with to lose

-4 lbs more az of today!