finish school

I’m on my grind now. Taking 2 classes this quarter, financial accounting 2, and professional principles. Also I volunteered for “accounting for kids” where my class taught 4th graders about investing. It was fun.

Two more big papers to go, although those will both be English papers and this one was a research paper for my independent study.

And I don’t regret it. Everything that needed to happen did and I’ll do my school work all this week and then maybe pause again next weekend. I’m ready. I think I can do this.

Oh, the things I’ve done this semester to get by…

I wish it was Thanksgiving break already.

I need to finish my Wiki project, and the PTSD paper for the lab.

Then after those are out of the way I need to study for biopsychology because I got the test moved to next Wednesday. Gosh. That is going to be hard but maybe if I can keep in mind that it’s just a test I will be over to get through it most effectively. Like any other test, if you study hard enough you can get it.

And lastly, both my English classes require a little attention.

I really need to remember what I want. I can’t let myself slip this late in the game, for any reason.

ok so, i’m a senior technically, but i have NO major.

this is because, i didn’t really know which path i wanted to take as a ‘career’. i discovered myself during college, therefore there was a bunch of confusion as to where i should go !

i went from a 3 yr nursing student, to a communications major.
nursing didn’t work because i found out that i did not agree with modern medicine, and if anything i’d be a holistic practitioner.

went into communications, minored in english so that i could get a writing job for a newspaper, and also write/teach on the side.
-obviously communications was demanding, and my personality didn’t cut it.

life had me take a break from school to chill and just be, but working a job that i care nothing about is catching up with me !
i didn’t show up just yesterday cuz i didn’t know i had to. . oh fuckin well !

anyway, i plan on going to houston to study english and professional writing, get my website up and post sum divine articles and poetry.

[i hate that college supposedly determines your mental aptitude, and money determines your status or ‘wealth’ in this world. ugh. but we gotta do what we gotta doo ooo !]

here we g o o o again.

But first I have to decide what I want to do…

I’m about halfway through my program, and I am doing fantastic. I forgot how using your brain makes you feel better haha! I also seemed to forget before how great of a student I was. I may have dropped out of high school, but when I did 4 of my 6 classes were Honors classes and I had a really good GPA. Right now in college I am on the President’s List with a perfect 4.0 and I am loving my classes! I am also a student ambassador, which is like college leadership. This is s much greater than I had even expected, and I know I will come out on top, and doing amazing! Just wanted to update! :]]

Ugh. October is not going well for me. I mean it is and it isn’t. I’ve gotten a lot of work done but there is still so much work left to do and I am feeling run down. There’s been a lot of personal stuff going on (isn’t there always in October?). I’ve been asking for help but not getting any.

Time to get to work. Maybe.