heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
I hadn’t been laid for 10 yrs… to much business.. I fucked my business partner…
..turns out she is an ex-stripper, coke addict, hired killer, online porn star, rape victam, 4 time abortion, tatoo screamer.
very need little girl… with some bagagge. I know my life was boreing, listening to anthony robbins tapes, working out in between writing proposals…yawn
BUT fuck me… I walked through a door I can’t find find a way out…
I am sick of the screaming… kicking biting… lieing, etc, etc… we are in business… very successful … I can’t leave without lots of blood… I am lost..help
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
finally complete…...I stood at the door of the plane…my skin tightened with anticipation and goosebumps rose….The light turned green…..

And I jumped…the euphoria of being free…The choices I now have that I didn’t before…if someone takes me for granted…treats me like shit or with no respect….I can just walk away…..._Whoops, it seems like I forgot to put clothes on….LOL….Whoa…everyone did…..

That’s pretty hot…:D….What if my chute doesn’t open though?...What if my ex packed it?...I wonder if I will thud or splat when I hit the ground?......
I really appreciate all the help, support and encouragement I’ve recieved here….It means the world to me…..
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
The financial settlement will be filed with the court then…
We don’t have to go
On Friday…I start paying up
We split the bills 50/50 until we sell out and are separate
The financial agreement is almost exactly what we agreed upon
Just a few short days….......
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
days…of course I will have to live here until the house sells…but I have come and go as I please for a while now…and if I can afford it , I will continue to do this as well as leave the country for a while again…most definitely the state even….......:-).......
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
I went…I saw…I listened…I spoke…
Had to file some updated financial documents
May 30 is the end
And my new beginning
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
8.30 AM…preliminary hearing…we appear before the head potentate and I say Yes your honor this and no your honor that until I’m dizzy…and if there is even one word different than what we have discussed…I will say…”I’m sorry your honor…that is not what we have agreed on…I need a continuance so I can retain counsel of my own”....That’s my story and I’m sticking to it…
I’m right at thet threshold of the open door on the plane….8,000 feet…or higher even, up in the sky…All I’m waiting for now is the official word to jump…..
EDIT....and I use my last vacation day left over from last year…so I get paid…...
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
She signed all the paperwork nice and legal….I will sign mine and have it notarized…We’ve been advised to talk to a real estate agent to do the prelimiary stuff…She’s been advised to look around for places…All our assets are frozen…etc…etc…The watched pot is starting to boil…
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
her learn how to use a computer…set up her wireless network with a nice secure router and some heavy duty virus protection…Here goes…I hope she has listened to what the internet is capable of…both good and bad…She’s been in a pretty good mood the last couple of days…Had a talk with the lawyer…etc…slow as a glacier the progress is…but progress
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
By the time this is over…...27 years ago…...I can’t believe it…....