see a doctor

V. SOON

My vagina’s been releasing brown discharge so I’m a bit worried. Someone mentioned that they used to have the same problem and they had to get a hysterectomy. I don’t want that.
Next action: Tell my Mom.

My doctor gave me a GO sign for enrolling in gym inspite of my fracture. Yey.

I’m just waiting for my HMO card from my employer so I don’t have to pay. I need to see a sports doctor to consult about my plans in goin to the gym, wakeboarding and doing yoga despite my collar bone fracture. Whew, I hope I get a “yes” from the doctor. Otherwise, I’ll get really depressed!

I was not wrong, something was not ok, but it can be fixed with medication.

I tend to avoid doctors

I’m tired of doctors.

It only gets easier once you start going; when you don’t go, it only gets harder to go. I feel much better now that I’ve seen the doctor a few times … I’m going to the doctor tomorrow again as a matter of fact, and I’m not at all nervous about it. Yup I say definitely “Worth doing!”

I finally, after putting it off for years, went and saw a Doctor, though until I’m satisfied with the results I’m keeping it on my list, it may stay on forever since I’ll always need to to see the Doctor, and I doubt that I’ll ever truly WANT to go. But yes, I went, and I had a litany of symptoms and complaints: he gave me a bunch of tests, I was scared out of my mind for the week I waited to hear the results of the tests. I got a call on Friday they called to tell me my tests came out “fine” whatever that means. Now I have to call the Doctor to see what I’m supposed to do about the things I complained about. I don’t get it. What did I just spend all that money on? Well I’m proud of myself and happy because I think that 43 things is actually helping me to make my goals. I’m now going to start listing things and who knows?? Maybe I can put my life back together after all…..

Yeah. Please go. You have no idea what weird shit your body is doing. Don’t just watch the TV and listen to journalists talk about what “everyone” should do when clearly they haven’t met you. It doesn’t help to avoid salt when your blood pressure is 85/45; believe me, I’ve been there! Even a nearly worthless doctor can run a few tests and find out if you’re not exactly “everyone.”