diagnose my possible psychological disorders

i am always mad and it seems to onlt be when i am dating someone i feel like i love them but i just feel so much anger towards the personi am dating. it has been like this with every one i feel like i should be left alone

Okay, let me try to summarize this:

1) Regardless of how bad a relationship is, I can’t end it and wait for it to end itself. For example, one girlfriend in the past dumped me because she wanted to advance our relationship when my lease expired and I had to move. She wanted to move in together but instead of talking about this, I went and found another place for myself and didn’t tell her until I did this. She dumped me.

2) My current live in girlfriend is a diagnosed anorexic/bulemic, can’t participate in group situations, has a shopping problem, can’t get ready when we go out, when we do go out with friends it is such a big event for her that she goes to the spa, gets her hair done and often still doesn’t come out for things as small as going to see a movie. My friends and family have said everything they can to get me to recognize this. I see it but I don’t end it. I make excuses for her, I look the other way when she goes to the bathroom several times after every meal before we even leave the restaurant.

3) I have a difficult time showing my emotions and don’t like to hug and never say “I love you.”

Do you want any more information? FYI, I am beginning to see a therapist.

but now I know that, no matter how weird I am, someone could always appreciate me. Life isn’t so bad all the time. People could be beautiful too. Thank you.

i am a teenage girl and i know that problems come with that, but i still have more. i never open up to anyone and i hate that cause i know that i have to. My main problem would probably be how i always feel like i am judged and how i have slight obsessive compulsive disorder. During school my desk can’t have any eraser shavings my room is horrid and i just don’t know whats wrong or how to open up. Im always happy and cheerful but deep down i am sad. What should i do

I now have a psychiatrist that I trust and respect. I start seeing the psychologist tomorrow. I feel confident about my treatment.

There are people around me pointing out my awkward behaviors, I think I’m starting to believe that there might be something wrong with me. But it seems like such a big deal

What is wrong with mental health in America? I have been leaving messages for therapists all over the place and no one will return my phone calls!