write something beautiful

My aunt had passsed away of cancer, and I wanted to do a reading at her celebration ceremony. I wrote my feelings about her life and what she taught me, and I shared it in a speech with her closest family and friends. I cried, they cried, it was a great release :)

And not as part of a class assignment.

Explore Me.
Let’s Go On A Journey Let’s Explore The Minds Many Sanctums. Let’s Discover The Very Darkest Corners Of Our Mental Universes.
Astonish Me. I Want To Learn Something. I Want New Knowledge To Pass Through My Minds Vass Sanctuary.
Tell Me Something That Even The Most Capable Of These Ignorant Mortals Among Us Cant Even Comprehend. Show Me A World Worth My Eyes. Give Me A Moment Worth My Time.
Give Me Something Worth Grasping. Every Second A Different Dimension. Every Moment A New Chance To Begin Another World. Every Thought Brilliant.
Life Will Never Hand Over What You Want It Gives You A Chance, Or A Situation, That In The End After The Curtain Has Drawn, Will Reward You With What You Desire.
Let’s Find A New Meaning For Everything We Have Already Learned. Let’s You And Me Find The Reasons And Explanations For Society. Let’s Feast On Their Every Move, Let’s Turn The Tables On Them.
Show Me The Beauty In Every Shade Of Colour Possible. I Want To View The World In Ways No One Has Ever Thought. Open My Eyes To Things Hidden.
Show Me What Is Real To You So That Everything Will Become Just As Real To Me. Open Up Every Depth Of Your Unworthy Soul So That You May Become Part Of Me. Force Me To Tear Myself Apart Pouring Everything I Thought I Was Into You So You Can Show Me Who I Really Am.
Release Me From The Cage Of Pathetic Little Lies That I Have Brought Upon My Sorry Self. So That I Will Be Cleaned Of My Disease, There’s A Sickness That’s Spreading Through My Veins Beneath My White Flesh Is A Poison.
Take Away The Vile Need To Slice My Own Mask Called Skin. Convince Me That I Can Be Something. Help Me Succeed My Full Potential.
Surprise Me So I Will Know Life Is Never What It Seems. Push Me Into Reality So That I Can Discover Something Beyond My Own.
Expand My Mind. Teach Me Something To Take With Me Even After You Have Faded From My Days. Leave Me With Something To Adventure Through.
Give Me Words I Will Remember When I Have Long Forgotten Your Voice.
Leave Me With Something Beautiful Even After All My Beauty Has Drained. Put Into My Mind Something Grand Something Amazing. Make A Difference In My Life. Change Me. Explore Me.
Promise Me You’ll Rise Above The Monotony And Immaturity, And Give Me More Than The Average Individual. Let’s Go On An Adventure Let’s Explore Our Wildest Dreams. Get Me To Believe Anything Is Possible.
Give Me Light That I Will Have Beyond These Immature Years That I Can Use To Brighten The Darker Times Ahead.
Astonish Me. Love Me. Give Anything You Want To Me. Abuse Me. Hurt Me. Do Anything You Please.
It’s The Explorations Of My Mind That You Assist Me On, That Will Make A Real Difference. I Will Not Fall In Love With Your Money, Or Your Hair, I Will Fall In Love With The Astonishing Things That Flood From Your Mind.
Let’s Explore Our Minds Sanctums.
Keep Believing
Souls have been searching forever,
to find a reason.
Every individual wonders The meaning of their existence.
I’ve argued theories.
I’ve laid thinking for hours on end.
I’ve ceased to comprehend it until now.
Life is based on perception,
on how much you want to believe.
Without belief not one thing would be possible.
Not one thing would be real.
The meaning of life is different for every individual,
but for me its belief,
in what, I’m not quite sure yet.
But I suppose for now it’s belief anything is possible.
Never give up. NEVER SAY DIE.

I finally wrote a novel and right now it’s just a rough draft, but it’s still beautiful in my eyes: I’ve done something I thought I would never be able to do.

I’ve been trying… but somehow I think that the more I try, the less beautiful it is. I just need to let it go.

people always tell me how wonderful my writing is, but out of everything i’ve written, there’s exactly one piece that stands out in my mind as being particularly good. i just want to write something that i believe is beautiful.

It’s called “Toivon olemus”.

creative writing minor … i have yet to look at something that ive written and think, “wow now this is really something” {and have someone else agree} so—here goes something