depend on myself

For too long I relied on people in my life for emotional support, and I have seen too many of those people dissappear from my life in just the last 6 months alone. I fell apart and fell into one of the most disturbing, distructive periods of my life. Funny that that would coincide with one of the most clarifying periods of my life as well…or maybe it makes sense. Either way, I am still sifting through all of the baggage and trying to teach myself to be my own anchor, my own rock. At this point it feels like a matter of survival.

Now as i am becoming older; depending on others won’t suit me any more cause no one will stay with me along the whole life so by learning from now and practicing more ,it will be easier for me when i am more older.