REALLY Celebrate my birthday next year.

so, my 31st birthday came and went. I felt completely selfish even attempting a big “to do” over my birthday and so it ended up being pretty eventless. I found myself, as usual, very depressed about everything…

i guess there is always my 32nd…

well, my birthday came and went. Short of stress, new brakes and an auto overhaul, little fanfare emerged over my birthday. maybe next year…

Well, it didn’t turn out like I planned, but I did have fun with my bday party and my actual bday. Much fun, but no ear piercing yet ;)

i have noticed, since i made this a goal, that things/idea have caught my eye…
i have always been the one cutting myself off from the splendid, i am actually looking forward to this!

I’ve always done something boring, and I’ve realized that I’m going to be 18(!) and I’m going to have as much fun that I can in one day. I’ve already promised my girlfriend that I would get a bolt through my ear on my birthday this year, so I’m planning lots of things this year.

. . . can and went with no celebration or anything last year and it REALLY REALLY depressed me. Especially considering my “best friend” had just had a surprise party for her 30th a few weeks before. It hurt. I won’t let that happen again this year.