find happiness

i live in ny, brooklyn. ive started a company, it will be successful, but there are outside and inside forces that are at odds with me being happy. i need to attain happiness or my life will end at a young age.

I don’t have a partner or anything, I’m still young, and still slogging away at uni, and I wondered what the point of it all was.
Then literally one day I was doing some thinking, and it all clicked. I realised how much I had to be greatful for, and how I shouldnt waste time worrying about things I couldn’t change etc etc.
I know a lot of people would be thinking ‘well you obviously don’t understand the position I’m in’ but I’ve had my share of crap.
I’m just really pleased that I can now go on, and achieve more, but always be content with what I have.

I want to find happiness where in such a moment that i can feel at complete peace with everything and everyone. I suppose that would make anyone happy though the search of it would be difficult.

I think I need to find somebody to be with in order to be happy. I just need to get out of the military. Cant fucking wait.

...the funny thing is why wasn’t this the first thing I thought to put on my list? Maybe subconsciously I don’t think I deserve to be happy. hmmm, I may found some insight here.

Every day I try to do my best to acquire the inner calmness,to make my aim nearer and nearer from me. I hope I can find my lost health some day. I hope there wii be true love belongged to me in the world.

I found a fortune cookie that said “Look for happiness, and you will find it.”

I’ve been looking for it for a while now.

in the arms of one person.

I’ve found someone who I’m happy with, I’m trying to help people and the world around me by going to New Zealand with a conservation trip, and I’m making a lot of plans. Things are looking up.

Be Here Now

What is happiness? How does it feel to be happy? is it when we laugh & smile and cry the enxt minute or is it a feling of being happy & content at all times, even in your worst times? Until I find the real meaning of this – I cannot be happy. I have to search for happiness. But I have always believed & experienced that happiness comes to you most or you are happy the most when dping something for others. I do try my very best to make everyone happy….sometimes i get frustrated when people don’t gived a damn. I’m not saying others or expecting others to thank me or acknowledge me….BUt at least be there for me when I need your help too. Won’t that make you happy?