trust someone completely

I met someone I trust … but am afraid it’s too good to be true.
Hope things work out!

I was so happy the day that I moved this goal into the “done!” category.

It turns out it was a lie.

Just moved back to my home country after university.. it’s hard to tell whether I’ve got all I ever wanted or not. I look around me and things are perfect (or almost).. but it’s not enough! what else do I want out of life? nooo idea!!! and I can’t really talk to anyone about this. I got few old friend here but I just don’t feel any connection between us anymore!

i find it really hard to trust people because in my past people have always let me down! mainly when i needed them the most …..so this will be hard for me

I think I found someone who is trustworthy

I’d like to return to the feeling you have as a child when you don’t even understand the concept of doubt, your trust for the people close to you is so absolute and unwaivering…

But now I want to have that trust with my eyes open, my naivete gone… I want to see if its possible to have a relationship that is open and loving to the point that there is no place for doubt

Not yet.

Got it! It’s not about trusting someone else.
It’s about trusting myself, and specially trusting my own judgement of people im.. trying to trust?

Cos when you have bad experiences bout someone not being trusrworthy, you often start to blame yourself that why didnt you see you were being scrwd over?
That makes you lose trust on your own judgement, therefore lose trust on yourself?

So, I gotta be the one i trust completely.

Ok hmm, this realization didnt really help :D

I really doubt that i can ever manage to do this.
Also i dont know how :/

Ok.
Might have a go on this one (once again..)
Might be the hardest thing to do though..

but at least im gonna try and give myself a chance.