eminalovee & man your loves like a nuclear weapon-lil waynee. < 3
not forgiving is like giving the people that hurt you their undeserved satisfaction. but i still don’t think that you should forget. you need to be smart. you can’t just live on & let them walk over you all over again. be strong & forgive, but never forget.
Mar 09, 12:58PM PDT | 0 comments
sent me a Valentine’s Day card this year for Valentine’s Day!
I thought that it was really sweet!
She does not usually send me a card.
And she took me out to lunch on Sunday, it was her treat!
We had a great lunch together!
I hope this is a sign of a better relationship!
Feb 16, 03:48PM PST | 0 comments
On Tuesday -
4 months ago
My MoM took me to lunch & it was her treat!
That was really nice of her!
And she took me to one of my favorite places to eat!
Feb 12, 08:19PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
One person in my life truly sucks right now.
They are almost guaranteed to let me down.
No matter how many chances I give them.
I am so trying to make the best of a bad situation!
I am working on improving me!
I will express myself!
I will stand up for myself!
For me!
Nov 12, 10:55AM PST | 7 cheers | 0 comments
& upset with someone who claims to love me.
Last night they said something offensive to me.
I pretty much said that was rude.
They walked away as if nothing had happened.
Which made me angry & more upset about the situation.
I didn’t want to fight about it.
I didn’t get an apology.
But I did let it be known that I didn’t want to be treated that way.
Needless to say I went to sleep with my feelings hurt.
And feeling confused about the whole thing.
Nov 03, 03:07PM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments
”..I need to forgive myself.. my guilt is getting the best out of me.. I have to accept my mistakes and move on so that I can have the courage to also forgive others.. to understand that people are not perfect, and like me, we all have done wrong.. no matter how bad we thought we have been.. I think the most important part of this realization is that I am really sorry for what I did.. and that I am willing to do my best to pay for that.. and eventhough others whom have hurt me don’t say sorry nor ask for my forgiveness.. I have to be open to the fact that they too are having a hard time forgiving themselves.. healing is a process.. it takes time.. but I know that pain teaches us to be humble and to be compassionate to the hurts of others.. after all, we are only human.. we need to be forgiven as well as to forgive..”
Oct 20, 08:13PM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments
So Annoyed -
9 months ago
with my Mom right now.
She’s family.
I love her.
But she is very hard to deal with.
I know this is vague.
Maybe I will go into more details later, but this is all I have for now.
Sep 23, 01:00AM PDT | 4 cheers | 3 comments
with my Dad on the phone today!
We had a nice conversation.
We talked for about a half hour, which is a long time for us.
He asked how I was doing.
Told me he loved me!
That was really nice to hear!
Hopefully I will see him sometime this week!
Sep 15, 10:46PM PDT | 7 cheers | 3 comments
Lunch with my Mom today her treat!
That was nice!
Conversation was a little bit awkward.
But no arguing or conflict!
We spent quite a bit of time together!
And the day ended on a good note!
I hope this happens more often!
Fingers crossed.
Sep 07, 2008, 11:20PM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
I had a great time with my Mom today!
Yay to no conflict or arguments!
She even invited me to lunch tomorrow, her treat!
That’s awfully kind of her!
I really like it when we actually get along!
Sep 04, 2008, 10:45PM PDT | 4 cheers | 0 comments