no other way
11 months ago
there are things you have to do and things you want to do. my goal is to let the things i want to do bring me more joy than the things i don’t want to do bring me frustration.
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Estelline I can't form a single lucid thought.
Going.
13 months ago
I’m trying. I’m dressing the way I want to. Even though it’s flamboyant and strange. I’m finally dating someone who I really like, not going for the guy all my friends and everyone around me thinks I should be with. Oh my god, that boy was an ass. He treated me like shit and everyone thinks we just look ‘so good together’ and I should just go BACK to him. I’m fighting for all the classes I wanted to take and not just swallowing down what school throws at me. And I refuse to be ignored by my parents any longer. I confronted my mom and now she’s going to attend my therapy sessions with me. I want to change and be happy so badly. I want my life fit for me, becuase that’s the way it’s supposed to be. It’s so hard and I’m so exhausted, but I’m working on it. At least I have that.
Estelline I can't form a single lucid thought.
Untitled
13 months ago
I’m starting to do this. Like it’s actually happening. My life is going the way I want to. And it’s scary and it feels strange. It’s so tentative, that I’m scared if I’ll be able to keep it up. I hope I will. Just a couple more steps to being…freee
my boyfriend is so controlling HELP
18 months ago
i can’t talk to anyone, look at anyone, talk about old friends or my past, . . i can’t tell him what to do, no that would be wrong, or so he says, ... he wears the pants and if i tell him i want to do something, he gives me those “you better shut your mouth or else” eyes. hes never hit me but hes strong, really strong, and he wants to take these protein pills that makes him angry when he works out. and i’m afraid that hell be angry all the time, i love him and i don’t want to break up with him but, i don’t know what else to do. help me please
people pleaser
2 years ago
I always do, what I think society wants me to. I know as an adult we are to act accordingly but come on how much fun would it be to throw a fit like a 2 year old , in line at the D.M.V. or to start singging really loudly in the public library. What if we all just said what we really thought about everything, I dont think the world would stop spinning, Do you?........ well do ya?
