look younger

I just don’t know what to do to look younger. I look at all the product for skin in the stores and I’m overwhelmed by the variety and the price tags. Are their promises even believeable. I want to know what their active ingredients are and do they really make a difference. Would it be better just to eat antioxidants? I think I really need to start with just remembering to take a vitamin pill each day.

I don’t look like a teenager but in ballet I look younger than I am. It’s nice to wear beautiful dance clothes. It’s nice to watch my own flexibility in the mirrors. It’s nice to make the moves look graceful and not ackward. Today I’ll concentrate on looking pretty and strong and I’ll try to keep the feeling all day long.

This is one of my hardest goals for some reason. I don’t even know where to start. I’m lucky that my hair hasn’t grayed yet. I never color it or even highlight it. I do have a secret desire that one day (that should be any day now) when my hair starts turning gray I’ll enjoy coloring any color I wish. It will be fun but until then the color of my hair is too perfect naturally to mess with. Until then I think I’ll spend my time plucking these wierd hairs that keep growing out of my chin. They may be natural but they can’t stay.

I’ve got to admit, my eyebrow wax helped. It opened and brightened my eyes. I feel like it’s the puffiness of my eyes that make me feel like I look so old. So I started looking at products that promise to take it away or reduce the appearance and I find their active ingredient if caffiene. I can’t pay for an expensive product that is the same thing as tea bags. I know what free radicals are and I understand them completely but I’m so suspicious of a product that says it can stabilize them. Would it work just as well to consume foods that are high in anti oxidants. Okay, I’m not really cheap though that’s how I refer to myself. I’m just incredibly thrify and the price tags on skin care and make up kind of freak me out. There must be a better way.

Got out the lotions and used them. Now I need to continue to do so. It’s little but it’s a step. I guess I just need to pick up some new routines.

I’m going to make lotion my best friend. I have tons of it I just don’t use it. I’ll put it around the house out in the open so I think to use it as much as possible and I know my skin will be thankful. I’ll use it like perfume too. I love scented lotions. My favorite is the original Nivea. Years ago I used it in Hawaii so the scent really brings that back to mind and everyone used it in Germany. I have a Slovic friend that uses it and I always tell her I love how she smells.

Had my eyebrows and mustach waxed. I love the arch she put in my eyebrows and I’ll be able to follow it for awhile. We laughed really hard at the mustach. Men get older and lose the hair from their heads and I get older and grow it on my face. What is that all about. Anyway I think this is worth having done and I’ll try to get there at least once a month. For me that may be pushing it. Maybe I should try for every other month. I know, I’ll say every month and hope I make it at least every other month. Time will tell.

This is a good goal for me because it’s been on my mind so much lately. I have a hard time starting because I would consider myself a very natural person. Never cared much about make up or such but then again I never needed it. I swear I use to be cute but I can’t find that person anymore and it scares me. I’ll ponder this today and try writing a list for tomorrow. Lists are me I love lists.

Only joking, the previous entry was done on a warp phone, this really is me, taken about 10 mins ago, unfortunately not much difference really.

In case you are wondering what i really look like, although you probably dont really care, anyway here i am. Like i say, i would like to stay the way i look and let my age catch up with me!!!!!