7xstrongerhopeful
anyone i am dating at the time i wrap myself up in them. i make them my world. they become the only person i want to do things with and talk to all the time. my girl friend isn’t like that, but she’s the love of my life. she’s outgoing and loves talking to other people and hanging out with other guys and girls and for some reason it bothers me. i want to be the person she laughs with and talks to all the time. anyway, the only way i will be able to get past this is if i find my own self. she know’s where she stands in life and who she is… i’m like one step behind in that. i’m lost, i don’t know what to do or who i am. i have an idea, but i always seem to get stuck and can’t reach who i think i am, or who i want to be. i’m doing everything i can to grow and change and be more independent and find myself. – heather 8 months ago
