come to terms with my mortality

Every time there is a mention of ecological disaster and when it should take hold, I calculate if I could be alive or not. Everytime I do almost anything I think about how much longer I might be able to continue doing it (cycling, skiing, horse riding, things that really may have a use by date). I think about being old and useless and not being in control of my life; and I worry about who will look after my autistic son. 22 months ago

I read something once that indicated it might. It would be a nice side effect, for sure. 3 years ago

I don’t claim to know about the Universe and Everything but i’d like to think i know a little about life.

Life is bittersweet.

The bitter we live through, the sweet we live for.

But no matter what, its worth it.

(what can i say i had a moment of inspiration!)5 years ago

literally one day. It’s suppose to give you a framework to live for . Not many get it, and pessimstically I’m thinking till it’s too late.

I hope to grow older and able to lookback and say ‘that was interesting’. strike that it was FANTASTIC. 6 years ago