be less emotional

ive been emotional all my life, people who know me best say im a very passionate person and also emotional. I was a very emotional child but i didnt cry a lot. i just want to know if there are people out there who are just passionate and emotional like i am for a little reassurance that its ok to be this way.

It’s times like tonight when I just want to be able to not let my emotions get the best of me. I have no idea how I’m going to accomplish this, but I hope to give it my all.

Sometimes i wish i have no feelings. the types of guys that i really like who are my ex bfs find it scary when i spill my emotions out, and some of them are cold. but ive improved in many ways now and im still working on it bcos my current bf is the type that i like and i do not want to lose him just bcos im over emotional. so far im not as bad as before. the things ive tried to help:
1) stop listening to sentimental songs just bcos im sad. i listen to them most of the time for relaxation. listen to more positive songs. im very into house and electro and it makes me feel like a winner
2)keep myself busy so that i wont have time to think and be emotional
3)keep it to myself. CONTROL. it is not easy at all! but… atleast i try my best to control. it sucks not spilling how i feel emotionally to someone close like my bf but sometimes it is better off not telling. I tell myself that if i keep being emotional to people, they’d the bored. And they ears wud b numb. the more i tell, the more they wont listen. So i rather share with them only if its a big time emotional thing. little ones i try to handle it by myself and keep cool.

I know that I shouldn’t freak out about small things, but usually I do anyway…

This world has been made for less emotional people, I should get myself tuned! Being too emotional makes people fragile and harm them :(

i get over whelmed with my feelings. I worry so much about pure emotion, it interfears with almost every relationship in my life. I’m not saying being aware of you true feelings is a “bad thing” im just saying i wish i could just bear through things with my emotions harness, or atleast a little less dramatic. my heart beats fast and im feeling as though i cant do things well enough or fast enough like im just never good enough…nothings ever right or ever goes my way.. and i know when im thinkin this that it’s stupid for me to be over reacting and i feel winey or spoiled but i still cant harness the emotion. It some what takes over the situation

For some reason the littlest things can set me off and make me cry. I am not sure but this surge of emotion overwhelms me and I end up in tears. When I get in an argument with my boyfriend or a family member or friend, I always end up crying first, and for the duration of the fight. I never used to be like this, and I want to find a way to stop it. I don’t think its normal to cry in every fight you get in. I never cry when I am alone, but when I get my mind on something like a fight, I can’t get my mind off it and I gfet very emotional about it. Its weird though because I never cry during sad movies lol

I want to feel, I just don’t want to show it as much.

I still feel emotions, but I don’t let them get in my way anymore.

Gotta change.. !

All my life.. I dun want to fall-apart every time sumthing happens..

I’m on my way..!