well, how should i start…... i feel like im a very weak person and i let people get to me a lot… like my ex.. we were going out for a long t ime i gave him everything and i did everything i had… but i wanted to go out he would go out with his friends and i would always stay home and i never went with him… things were good in the start but now they are do bad we were going out for 3years and everytime i tell him to leave he always seems to hold me back and i end up staying with him… i dont know if we are going out or together…. i feel like hes using me…. he come when he pleases and go’s… he tells me that he loves me but he doesnt want to hear me out i want to be a stronger person and tell him stop and stop or really start to work things out….
i want to be a stronger person… stand my ground….
Apr 19, 04:01PM PDT | 0 comments
it will help make life easier
Jan 07, 12:31PM PST | 0 comments
Jessica Is in Port Angeles visiting my Family:)
I let people walk all over me most of the time. I’m always putting others first and myself last. I want to be strong enough to put myself first sometimes and not feel bad about it. I deserve to be happy too:)
Sep 01, 2008, 01:46PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Jul 21, 2008, 07:07PM PDT | 0 comments
mlt1 ..::WISHING FOR MORE THAN LIFE IS WILLING TO GIVE::..
i realized today looking at my goals that i had become stronger. i am less vulnerable, but now when i should be upset i just kinda shut down. some days im just emotion-less.zombie-like, you know? it scares me.
so much has happened in the past year i guess i had to get stronger. ive changed so much since this time 2007 but i miss the little girl i used to be.
Jul 10, 2008, 12:42PM PDT | 0 comments
I am becoming a little stronger as time goes by. A couple nights ago this girl was feeding me my lines on the wrong que, not helping me at all, bullying my nephew around (whose only 5) and just ticking me off all day. On stage (I’m in a play btw) we were rehearsing when she would start to feed me my lines and I kept my anger in and just kept into character and let it ride by. When a cigarette break came around I walked outside with my sister and vented all my frustration out and cried. I want to control the crying thing a little more because I’m super sensitive and I hate it but I mamaged not to let my emotions control the situation and it felt good by the end.
May 17, 2008, 07:40PM PDT | 0 comments
i dont want my feelings to get hurt very easily
Apr 02, 2008, 08:44AM PDT | 0 comments
i completely agree with you. i feel like i have to someone in my life to make me happy
Sep 24, 2007, 08:17AM PDT | 0 comments
intothebreach Did not fall off the face of the earth, but came close
Hi, Can you be strong without a fear of death? I have become so terrifyed of death, not my own but the death of the people I care about. Can you be strong knowing that all could fall around you? My own life matters little, but I am scared about my family. How could I be strong if I am worryed about things I can not control?
Jun 26, 2007, 12:26PM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments
intothebreach Did not fall off the face of the earth, but came close
Hi, I was very much like Samson. I lost my strength and my will. I once was someone who could take all of the pains of life and let them roll right off me. But, I lost that when I lost several people who were near and dear to me. Now I am but a shell of what I once was.
Jun 19, 2007, 11:05AM PDT | 5 cheers | 5 comments