get a job as a web developer

After my uncountable failures to find a job as a web developer.. my only defence against leaving the entire subject was that i love the web and i can’t just dump it.. also, i have a very large experience working with all types of technologies other than my main specialization even for a short time..

so, this was my defence line against my failures.. but i don’t deny that i saw a very dark nights of thinking about “what if i didn’t make it? what if i couldn’t be a web developer? should i just accept any job and be just another human population on earth?”