i dunno who to start this goal but i have vision for it 1 month ago

My roommate wanted to take up journaling this year, as she always saw me doing it. We went to Barns and Noble together and helped each other pick out a nice journal. Mine is leather with a pretty little string that ties it shut. Inside the paper is rather hard and a little difficult to write on, but it’s an absolutely beautiful journal. It looks like a really old book. It’s inspired me to write about all my better ideas or thoughts. 4 months ago

Let me just make this a little more specific. This is not a journal that documents my everyday life; I already have one of those. I also have a journal where I record any dream or life goal or ambition or craving I have. My friend and I are going to share a journal instead of writing letters. That way there is more emotion and details in it. Once I start traveling I will keep a special journal just for that. Last night I was talking to one of my good friends about our fear of relationships but at the same time the greater fear of being alone forever. I’ve been thinking about this for such a long time now, and I have so much to say about the topic. I tried to tell her, but I didn’t even know where to begin even though I could spend hours talking about it. It hasn’t even been a day since we ended our conversation and I’m thinking about all the things we DIDN’T talk about. I just kind of wish I could express my feelings more. WEll DUH!! JOURNAL ABOUT IT!! Maybe by putting all my thoughts of it into one book instead of scattered thoughts here and there in some of my other journals, I can get a more concrete standing on what I want, or what I’m truly feeling. 5 months ago