Be More Psychic

Sometimes, i go to sleep and in my dreams i see the future. the visions are hard to understand and hard to control. i feel like ive done things before and i realize, my dream! it happens a lot but also rarily. ive told one person! please dont think im crazy. i think its a gift that i, myself was given. feel free to say your mind, i wanna hear ur statements, i wanna read your thoughts.

. . . like most others – just needs honing. I had gotten good at it with a couple people – beyond just being able to anticipate what they were going to say or do next, but to truly read their minds. I do think it is a skill more and more accepted by ‘the authorities’ and I need to strengthen my ability.

The other day, I was reading ‘The Conch bearer’ by C. Divakaruni. The boy in the book goes on a trip to return the magic conch to the brotherhood in the silver valley. On the way he has to conquer some gruelling challenges. As I was reading in bed, I kept on falling asleep. I was reading about Anand, the boy, who was being show his family and how they lived at that moment in time. He hadn’t seen them for months now and they where grieving over the loss of their son. His master took him in a sort of memory hut, where things got ‘projected’ on the mud walls. (sorry, I find it hard to describe the storyline in few sentences)

When I woke up after falling asleep again, I had a very clear idea of an old boyfriend, Davide. It wasn’t a dream, just a very clear thought: DAVIDE. I thought, why is that ? Maybe he’s going to email me soon. (we kept in touch over the years, he lives in Argentina). He didn’t email. I then decided to email him and told him in short about my experience.

He replied that he and Enrico, his friend with whom he travelled around Europe some 20 years ago (yes I was really young…hm) had been talking about their trip around Europe and about me. As he got back from seeing his friend, he read through his old diaries of the time and must have thought about me again.

I think that was so beautiful and amazing, that after so long, and after knowing someone only briefly (a few months) they can stay part of your life for a long long time.

So yeah, a little bit of magic is back.
Something is waking up again, and it makes me happy.

If I get in tune. And that’s the hard bit. I seem to have gotten more angry and focussed on material things over the last few years.

But something funny happened last Friday. I was driving to one of my jobs. Hadn’t looked the location up before hand so had to do that while I was driving. I found the street in the index, the page and square numbers. I open the book, on the wrong page ! Wrong square ! But EXACTLY on the square that I was at that point in time !! Far from my destination. You will say now, I subconsciously looked up the street I was driving through, but I didn’t because I didn’t even know the name of the street. It just dawned on me afterwards, when I opened the book.

I thought that was quite freaky and slightly start to believe in magic again. I used to be surrounded by magic all the time and strange coincidences would happen. Maybe I lost the ability to see. Maybe I’ve become more cynical…