Be the woman I was meant to be

So I meet my ex-girlfriend after a long time. She finally saw me dressed as a woman. After the initial silence, it was quite cool… we became girlfriends. We chatted about things, showed each other our shopping, she told me about her new man. It was liberating for me. I had been stuck so long in the act of trying to be a man.
We’ll meet again for sure…

I worried about everything.
Got really upset and pissed off
Stressed over every insignificant detail.
Wondered if my ass was too big. And yes it was. If I have to ask then the answer is YES.
Said no to sex.
Got really upset and pissed off.
Butted in where I did not belong.
Made stupid decisions.
Used food to try and solve my problems.
Cried.
Tried to change people.
Got really upset and pissed off.
Watched movies with lots of talk and no action.
Got really upset and pissed off.
Plucked my eyebrows
Complained about everything but did nothing about it.
Voted for the handsome candidate.
Took a lot of sick leave.
Complained about not being promoted(via email when I was home sick)
Got really upset and pissed off.
Acted friendly with coworkers but secretly kept notes on them.
Cried.
Felt terribly over worked and underappreciated.
and Got really upset and pissed off some more.

I am meant to be has hairy legs

...is hairy all over.

and just had to do it.

Although, the woman I am meant to be still has a penis.