feel balanced

...when everything feels balanced. Every now and then, when I’m with people I love or at places I love or doing things I love. Every now and again, I feel like I’ve somehow aligned myself with the universe, and it is a wonderful and powerful feeling. But most of the time, I feel deeply unbalanced, like perhaps something is missing or wrong, and I’m full of stress and being pulled in a thousand different directions. I can’t remember the last time I felt balanced.
But those wonderful moments when everything fits together perfectly and the world is in perfect harmony…I want to live my whole life like that. I want to feel balanced all the time.