cut down on the swears

huge swearfests recently. luckily only in the house. MUST STOP SWEARING

i am swearing only in the house now. with the exception of having sworn in a whisper in my landlords house this week. she didn’t hear me. now that i’m going to be working with kids, i have to stop swearing for god.

huge swearfests recently. i hate (HATE) people making my friends upset. it makes me swear far too much. well i mean i hate it because it makes me upset to see thm sad or hurt, but it leads to lots of swearing. point is, exboyfriends of my friends make me swear.

i have almost stopped using swears during regular conversation. outside of this house at least. but i feel so much better already! next challenge is to stop swearing within this household!

last night i had an aweful dream where my mum was accusing me of all this aweful stuff and her and some other people were ganging up on me. i have NEVER sworn at my mother EVER. but in this dream i was so angry i was swearing like mad. it was terrible! but i guess its better than swearing in real life.

recently i’ve been hearing more and more people swear and its really so crass. i hate it. unless its done in the heat of the moment, its aweful. recently i have only been swearing when discussing my friends ex boyfriend situation because he’s being a huge jerk to her and it makes me angry.

swears!

i think its because its the very end of school and i’m super busy and stressed. plus i haven’t slept in about 3 days, plus the break up with patrick. it is all taking its cursing toll. after monday i will be on a road to no swearing. i promise.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU…..ck! this goal is increasingly harder to do when your ex boyfriend makes accusations about you over msn, then incoherently asks you a question, is rude when you dont understand and then is a huge jerk when you are frustrated that he is being suck a DICK.

so i guess my confession is I yelled fuck in the kitchen.

this is harder than i thought

On settling down to commence researching for my Nikita Khrushchev essay i just said outloud to my self “OK Nikita. Let’s do this shit….GASP!” i gasped because i swore. but at least i did gasp. the swears are beginning to go noticed by myself already. an improvement?

i swore at the computer today about 400 times. but no more swearing tonight. i promise.

i say the f word far too much. and the s word. and i use them in combination. like “fuck that shit”. that is NOT very lady like. hahahhaa