fall in love with myself

i want to fall in love with myself, then I will feel happy and at peace with myself.

I need to love myself before I can love someone else with all my heart <3

i do love myself, and i take care of myself. or at least try to, and this hasnt always been the case in my life.

i just dont conceptually like this phrasing, and im not ashamed to say so, so rather than remove it, im going to “give up”.

all the things on my to-do list are constructed to promote this general idea of self-love and – more importantly – honesty. this is too general of a goal, and too conceptually open.

i am scared to open up and love myself. maybe i am hoping to find a better person? or my expectations of myself are too high? i have a relationship with myself but its not solid.

I need to do things for myself… today i gathered some flowers that smell nice and put them in a bowl with some water. maybe in the morning my room will smell nice ?

I feel it in my heart now. I am loving who I am, learning to love who I have been and growing to be who I would love to be. I am coming to know so much more about myself and to appreciate myself and my talents more. I love my life more now.

Its been a battle to get myself on track to growth. Its a battle everyday to continue to do the work, but because I love myself more I am not able to just give up. My love for who I am has grown so strong that now I know that I need to give myself rest and time to repair so that I can grow stronger. That is what this goal has been about and I can say that I feel as though I have completed it and have the general good feelings about myself that I intended to create.

I wish everyone who begins this journey to embark upon it. The travel we do within our souls and minds are most beautiful and awe inspiring than the most beautiful of places on Earth.

Love

I am starting to feel a sense of peace with myself and with my life. I feela shift in my heart, its almost like I am meeting a whole new me. I like who I am becoming everyday disciplined determined,focused and courageous. I am the one I have always wanted.I wasn’t trying to fall in love with anyone but me. The feeling that I was desperately looking for outside of myself was always inside of me.Now at 24 I am becoming able to give it to myself, I have the skills and the courage to look within even when it feels funny. I am finally in love with me !

I purged my 43T list today. I took off all the long term goals and just focused on what I can do with this year. If I complete a significant amount of work on or complete each of these tasks I know that all the other goals I had will be a help of alot easier. I am okay with pushing things back so when the time comes for a goal then I will be able to do it well.
Loving yourself means knowing yourself, and I know my list was unrealistic until I removed those goals.

One day in the near future, people are not going to recognize me because I am going to radiate love and light. Loving myself is going to change everything for me, the way I look, my finances, my personality, my likes and dislikes. I made this goal so important because I know that if I focus on having love for myself first then it would only make sense that all the other goals that I have that would help make me a better person would only become easier.
Changing is like building a new home, you cant start on a busted foundation. You have to repair the foundation with love or start all over from scratch. My love and respect for myself will provide me with the strenght to do everything I need and want to do.

The times in my life when I have not acted in a loving way towards myself are times when I wasnt being consistent and really threw my better judgement under the bus. I have to love myself enough to be consistent in my actions and behavior. I have to honor my goals with every action. Those times when I want to cut corners only keep me in a state of not loving myself. My smart brain knows what is best for me and wants to achieve my goals, but the primordial brain wants what it wants when it wants it. In this journey towards loving myself more I have to let go of the primal desires in me.

Its amazing that we can have the desire to self-destruct. I dont think anyone does not have some self-destructive tendencies, its a part of life. What we can do is strengthen our resolve to live our best life and become own greatest lovers so in those tough and lonely times, that love can guide us through those dark times. I love myself, and Ill keep pushing myself to love me even more until I am no longer here.