be in a long term relationship

Things seemed so wonderful. Incredible really. But after 4 months now, it’s over. Why am I always so moody and sad?

I’ll love to be in a long term relationship because is not something I’m good at… I’ve been seeing someone for more than a year now but we are not exclusive. I’ll really like to have a solid relationship with someone I care about…

Love the same old boring sweet face
Love the same old boring nag

When love and friendship blends like lolipop
Brings a pattern that remembered till last

When will I found my true love?
I really wonder =’/

i found a guy that i like enough to commit to a relationship with.
now i just have to work up the courage to tell him.
:]

It’s been almost 3 years and 9 months…and counting!

Nothing is better than this long-term commitment. It’s like having a best friend and lover that you can always turn to and look forward to seeing every day.

I made it almost a year. Maybe the next one will be even better!

I met my new boyfriend about a month ago. We met as a language exchange, English for him, Spanish for me. Since then we’ve been together constantly. We even go away for little vacations to the beach for the weekends. I really like him, and if situations were different I could see myself with him for a long time. Unfortunately that is 100% impossible. I’m moving back to America for good in a month, and I can’t see myself coming back to Spain anytime soon, because I still have to finish college. I don’t think I would ever try long distance, because I’m not in love (its too soon for that), but I am in serious LIKE, and I hate that moving is the only thing ruining my first really good relationship.

Okay, so technically I shouldn’t be making this post until tomorrow night, but I won’t be in town, or around any computers, so I’m making it now.

I’m so happy that we’ve made it to a whole year! This is not only a personal victory for me, but one that belongs to both of us, as the fact that we have each other far outweighs my personal goal.

I am keeping this goal on my list, because I can’t decide if one year means it’s time to boot the goal, or if I should wait until something else comes along, like we get engaged or something. No more monthly updates though. I’ll miss that!

This one’s pretty exciting I think. We’re only two months away from one year so that’s really cool.

Things have been alright. The distance is still really hard on me. We do talk a lot on the phone though so that’s good. I just started a new job a few weeks ago and that’s been going well. Now I don’t dwell on it ALL day long. Just half the day. lol.

We still have plans for him to come up in July and I can’t wait. He also sent me a really cute card for our anniversary so that was sweet and made me feel loved. :)

Yay for love. I love him soo much.

Next entry will be a whole year!

And how is it going? Well, we’ve faced a bit of adversity, what with age issues and all. Had a couple of people try to break us up.

My dad… doesn’t seem to like him. Age issues again, I think. Whatever. He doesn’t even know him.

My mom… loves him. So do my sisters, and close friends.

Got an IM from my ex-boyfriend the other day. He and my sister are very good friends these days, and he and I are still friends as well. Very sweet guy, just not the one for me. So, he IMs me, and says, “I’ve been meaning to tell you that I’m really happy for you. You guys make a great couple.”

Aww. That makes me feel good in so many ways, and I just hope that he finds this kind of happiness as well.

But I digress. In a month, D and I will be hitting that one year mark. Two years ago, he took me on a date, to a steak house in my home town for my birthday. This year, he’s taking me to that same steak house for my twenty-sixth birthday, one week after our one year anniversary. It’s that kind of saccharine romance I hate to watch in the movies, but love to get involved in, myself. I think, because movie people are crazy and always have to ruin things with drama and two-timing, but us real people can go out and have a comfortable meal, make good memories together, and keep them, without ever worrying that we aren’t being entertaining enough to the rest of the world. Good deal, huh?