Quit my dead end job and find a new one.

Yeessssss! My jobinterwiev last week must have gone really well, because I was just offered the job! YAY! It`s not a permanent position, it`s only for 9 months to begin with, but they said they hope to make it permanent. And anyway, the main thing for me right now was to get away from the job where I burnt out, I really feel I don`t have much more to give there. So no matter how this job turns out, it feels like a major step forward.

I have finally managed to work up the energy to apply for another job, and I just got a phonecall from them, and I`m going to a jobinterwiev on tuesday. They are interwieving 3 other people, so it`s ofcourse a good chance I wont get it, but it`s a start towards a job change at least! So nervous!

This is becomming a neccessity really. I started working in my current job with a combination of idealism and perfectionism that really wasn`t good for me. So I burnt out completely, had to take a long sick leave, and then went back to the same job. It made sense at the time, but I see now that it was clearly not my brighest idea ever. I`ve finally realized that this is not good for me, and I should not be in this job. Also, it`s in an organisation where there`s not really many possibilities for a career, everyone works at the same level, doing the same things year after year, so most people move on after 4-5 years. I`ve been there 5 years now, so it`s really time to move on. But what to do next?? I`m not really sure what kind of job I want, and it`s also hard finding jobs to apply to these days. I`m considering going back to university to take a media master, but that would mean a lot of changes, like giving up my appartment, I`m not quite sure I`m ready for that at the moment.