go to church 2 times a month

Went to Ash Wed service last night with my mom and bf. It was a really nice service.

I went with my best friend on Sat. It was the contemporary service at my church, too much rockin out for the both of us, but good to go regardless. Wednesday is Ash Wednesday so I will get in 2 times this month. Next month, I do not want to wait until the end. The point for me is to go close to every other week. I will try to spread it out better in March.

It is the 10th and this is a short month so I need to get a move on… options

Thurs 2/12
Sat 2/14 – BUSY
Sun 2/15 – BUSY
Thur 2/19
Sat 2/21
Sun 2/22 – WORKING
Thur 2/26
Sat 2/28 – IN OHIO

Thats 4 chances. I should go thursday. Ugh but I might go to dinner thusday. Putting 2/26 on my calendar for sure.

I went to church with my best friend on Saturday to her church. It was a really nice traditional service- which is exactly what I like. I have to convince her to go on Saturday’s more often… much easier then getting up Sunday morning.

I went to church saturday night, by myself. I just have to do that more often if I want to make this goal. And it is really not a big deal. This week I’m going to try to go Thursday night, cause Saturday is contemporary service, and I’m a traditional.

I’ve started working Sunday’s so this is going to be harder. I missed the first week. 4 more chances.

I am going to pray to God more and ask for forgiveness.
But the problem is is that I’m just not a churchy person. I really want to. Maybe someday I will. But for now, I give up.
Sorry God. I’m really sorry.

I love God and stuff, I just don’t have the time. But that’s not an excuse. I barely ever go. So-o. 2 times a month is a start. I’ll go alone if I have to.
TO DO
~find a church
~get transportation to and fro
~pick dates
~find more conservative and church-y clothes.

Since Faith was born we’ve been going to church as a family nearly every Sunday. Yes, even Daddy is going, although he threatens that each week will be his last. Eventually he’ll probably stop going with us again. But until then, I’m enjoying having our family together for worship.