visit my parents

The kids had a great time visiting Grandma and Grandpa. It’s about a 4 hour drive so I was nervious they wouldn’t do well, but they were fine. I wish we could have stayed longer but my mother is so ill that it’s really hard on them. We’ll try for another visit this Fall.

The kids are now old enough to manage the car trip so we’re taking off Friday! I’m marking this one as DONE just as soon as we get back. Yahoo!

For moments, I think that if something terrible happen to them, and I am not there, what would I do? And there is only one answer, and that is acceptance. I know that here is my right place for me, I hope in the future through the many ways of the universe, we can stay together for longer periods of time. I dont want to feel fear about that anymore. It is what it is.

I moved to this country like 7 years ago, i never missed them that much like now. Death is present in my mind, every once in a while I think about my mom or dad passing away, and I feel sad for being so far. I do know that Death is not death, just leaving the phisical body, but sometimes i get caught up in that game of guilt. We were supposed to go to argentina with danny but numbers are not good, not good. And I think I will have to postpone it a few more months. I miss my medialunas con cafe con leche. I miss family.

I know I only have one small week to spend but I’ll do it. The christmas is going to be spent in Trondheim, Norway, with my parents.

visited parents, in-laws, and a lot of grandparents on the way to Ashley’s graduation this weekend. i had a birthday too! good weekend overall.

Because they live on the other side of the planet. It costs at least 2000 dollars (AUD) to get tickets, and also it is having enough time (like at least two weeks) We’ve always been so close so it’s really terrible that I have’nt had the uppertunity in 2 years

(As soon as they pay for it)
Sucks having them living so far away.

I wanna visit my parents atlease once in an year. But i couldn’t do it last year hope i can do it this year….....

I am going with my BF for Christmas. It will be his first Xmas away from home…he is such a baby..hehe.