Get Over all my ex-girlfriends

One year ago I lost my girlfriend to stupid life circumstances, including the damned Hurricane Ike which had me incommunicado for over 3 weeks. It was during those hot, muggy, powerless days and dark dangerous nights that I realised that NOBODY cares about me in the slightest. I should have died. But I had my cats to care for and they would have suffered horribly. Never mind that they are dying now… that’s just my kind of bad luck.

Anyway, I miss her every single day, even though I tried not to think about it… she was an impossible combination of traits to match mine, and there will never be another like her.

It’s obvious to me now that I will not get over her.
I have just met another woman for real and there is simply not that much compatibility there…
I miss the way we were last year. Even the bad days with Mel were better than the best with anyone else. Ever.
My dear sweet pisces was perfect for me, I realize this now.
And I am the reason it all got messed up.
I must fix this situation or die trying.
I love the fastest AND the strongest of anyone I know, but it therefore should last the longest.
And nothing has helped since then…there must be something more.

I guess not having closure can really wrench your heart into some hopeless hope that someday, somehow things could be patched up again… more saltwater lost in the meantime. :(

These femmes have touched my life in various ways, always leaving something i have learned or gotten interested in, and that doesn’t just go away; it reminds me, sometimes i can’t remember why I tried stuff, but there it is, staring me in the face, letting me know that the girl I enjoyed this with is no longer available…

There’s always something there to remind me! :(

For some reason, I can’t get over any ex-girlfriends I have ever had in my life. Weather I think about them all the time, wheather I’m still in love with them (or think I am, which I’m probably not), or wheather or not I can move on with my life and not be consumed by thoughts of them. Here they are!

Angie D.
Stephine from Virgina
Jennifer, my FRAM GIRL
Kelly B.
That girl in Vegas from Arizona
Wendi G.
Shannon – from the “Cat”
Cristen P.
Sarah W.
Cindy M.
Cristen – the girl I took to prom
April B.
Jana R.