I am a beautiful and romantic young girl looking for a serious relationship that will lead to marriage 10 months ago

My intention is to achieve this goal within the next 4 years. 16 months ago

The dating scene is not alluring to me. I’ve been single since November 2011 and find myself missing the comfort of a relationship. I was in the last one for 4 years. Granted the relationship was no where near perfect and he was not someone I saw as marriage material. I felt some comfort in sharing certain parts of my life with only one person. I don’t like the dating experience. I guess I am a serial relationship haver…
Since I was14, the shortest relationship I have had has been 1.5 years the longest 5. I am now 26.

I am now also tired of being in relationships with place holders. From this day forth, I will not be in a relationship with someone out some twisted sense of comfort. It seems destined for failure, when I enter in a relationship with that underlying issue. I’m seeking a husband. Wow. And I used to feel so against marriages. I always felt that one of the partners would be unfaithful. Or better yet, somehow magically “fall out of love”. Maybe I wasn’t against marriage, I was just scared of it. Scared that partner left in love would be me. Its hard enough finding someone that holds to their word when you’re dating or bf/gf.

Well, I’m waiting.. on him. Not really looking, but no longer dropping the welcome mat for passersby. I think the saying goes…. or something like this..” A woman looks for a husband, a man finds a wife.” 19 months ago