mercedbrat15 is goin to church cuz I need sum god then chillin with my friends!!
my dads not like everyone elses my dad didn’t drink or smoke or anything like that….I always thought he walked out on me wen I was jus a baby but come to find out he tryed to touch my older sister and I found out becuz he tryed to do it to me!! He wasn’t a part of my life for a long time and wen he does come in my life he jus wants sumthing other then to b a dad!! It kills cuz I always wanted to b daddyS oil girl but that will never happen, and that makes me wanna cry and I hate wen I see father daughter dances cuz I no that will never b me!!! But I forgive him becuz I’m only holdin my self bad by bein so mad at him that I can’t move on and I dnt want that no more I wanna b able to tlk to him with out being mad at him and thinkin about it!!!! but idk if I’m really ready to yet wat should I do?????
Aug 01, 11:33PM PDT | 0 comments
My dad was a drug addict all my life, and drank a lot as well. I used to hold so much anger toward him, and I hated him. Now I live with my mom, they are divorced, and he’s in treatment. My brother, mom, and I go to therapy and Alateen/Al-Anon. I don’t hate him anymore, and I’ve started to accept that he had a disease, but I’m not sure if I’ve forgiven him 100%. I want to forgive him, and maybe someday have a good relationship with my dad.
Jul 09, 08:49PM PDT | 0 comments
For what you did,
I resent you.
Not because I hate you, but because I loved you so much.
May 20, 04:39PM PDT | 0 comments
Nov 14, 2008, 01:42PM PST | 0 comments
And it’s not good for me to hold onto grudges. It just creates bitterness in my life that doesn’t need to be there.
Dec 02, 2007, 03:56PM PST | 2 cheers | 1 comment
It wasn’t easy but I’ve done it!
EFT & TAT helped!!
www.emofree.com & www.tatlife.com – free pdf manuals on both!
We also talked a lot about some of the old stuff…
Still, occasional grudges come up, but I feel we have a much better relationship in general!!
Sep 23, 2007, 05:41AM PDT | 1 comment
I’m sending him a Father’s Day card, so this is a first step.
Although I think I’m doing it because I want to be bigger than him, not because I want to actually wish him Happy Father’s Day.
Aug 26, 2007, 11:49PM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
Long ago, and I know it. He didn’t forgive me.
Jun 14, 2007, 11:44PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
OK so I’ve been meditating on forgiving my dad. After thinking about it, I think that my problem is not so much with forgiving my dad for his shortcomings as a father, but I need to stop equating his attentions to me with is love for me.
I once heard a saying – that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.
Hmmmm…...food for thought.
Apr 24, 2007, 07:01PM PDT | 0 comments
...two days after yours, Dad. Yet, you cannot remember it to save your life!
This year, you out-did yourself. You remembered to forget my birthday, and then TOLD me about it 4 days before my actual birthday!
I know I could have it a lot worse, but the little things that you don’t do are some of the more important things in my world.
I also know that I will never get over being hurt by this stuff until I forgive you for doing it.
Apr 23, 2007, 10:06AM PDT | 1 comment