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I don’t mind the weather
I’ve got scarves and caps and sweaters
I’ve got long johns under slacks for blustery days.

I’m thinking i should take that volume back up off the shelf
And crack it’s weary spine and read to help remind myself.

No more stress, now I’m straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family’s sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I’m blessed to say the old me dead and gone away

I turn my head to the east I don’t see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me is dead and gone, but the new me will be alright

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe Ill get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
I’m going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

[Chorus]
You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don’t wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love’s too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain’t going no where
Baby long as you’re here
Ill be floating on air cause you’re my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don’t wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you’re my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you’re there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you’ll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

[Chorus]

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

[Chorus]

Today was a lot better than yesterday. I woke up early, and took a shower, read a little. It was nice. and then Chris and I went to the library to look at photography books, and then we went to the book store to see if a book he ordered was in yet. It wasn’t. It was all cloudy and rainy and cool outside, and it felt so good. Gloomy weather always puts me in a good mood. And then Jaimie and I talked for like 2 hours on the phone about stuff that’s going on in our lives. I’m going to her baptism on Saturday! I’m really excited about it, because (to my knowledge) I’ve never been to a baptism before, and even though I’m not religious this is an incredibly important event happening in her life, and I’m just really glad I get to be there for her, and watch. Ah, and I’m going to Alex’s tonight, so that should be nice :]
My dad and I got into a fight tonight though, and he overreacted about the whole thing, and then my mom was defending me, and he started ignoring her. Blah, I hate it when people fight :[ I just hate confrontation in general. He’s being so ridiculous.

so i want to close this goal as done.. i have opened new goal for “Write something, anything everyday”

I was too lazy to write and update my entries few days ago. I went out many times a day and that made me tired and lazy to sit and write but here i am back, before i leave again for my next trip in two days. I am going to be away for a week and i am going to miss my 43t and my 43t pals.

During the weekend, I went to visit my parents and met up with relatives in my hometown. It was very fun chatting and having party with them after a long time being away from them.

After coming back from my parents’, I kept myself busy with reading new book, organizing the shop and making plan for next month but i still could make time to check my inbox and give out cheers ;] ...

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I woke up at 5.45 am today to be on time for aerobic dance at 6.00 am and didn’t forget to grab my camera to take photos of flowers and sunrise. It was not foggy as the other days. The weather was lovely and i felt great after the dance. I was sweating and puffing after leaving the gym. I left the gym to go for a walk and took pictures at the same time. It was also a quiet morning. After the walk, I walked up the stairs for 12 floors and then took a lift downstairs to buy breakfast.

After exercise, I came back to the shop to install new computers and reorganize my shop. It looked nice and well organized. :]

i went out with the English teacher for a drink last night. we walked to the restuarant near where i work.. before we went out we texted back and forth and ended up going for drink. we talked for two hours and then he walked me home…we had really good time last night…

last night, after proof reading my english translation, we (me and the English teacher) went out on his Vespa for dinner and then went to a pub which played live music.. it was very awesome; the atmosephere, the music and the drink. the pub was decorated in an island style. we sat on floor with small wooden table and they had pillow of us to lean back to listen to music. we chatted and drank for few hours and felt like time flied. we didn’t want to go back but we had to work the next morning, so we left at 2.30 am….

I felt like my battery have been charged, even though it was just for few hours but it was great that i can get away..

I went running this morning after a week pause. I felt refreshed and active during the day. It was great to have time to run alone again. It’s my alone time and i really appreciate it. I was up late last night but didn’t feel tired when getting up in the morning. I think it was because I didn’t work in the restaurant and I closed the shops early last night. I had time to pedicure and polish new color on my toe nails. I truly feel better and more organised with less work and responsibilities now.

i had a short break today… we decided to close the restaurant every Monday before we break… it was so nice as i could take a nap in the afternoon.. i really longed for it.. and felt really refreshed and energized after that.. tomorrow is going to be a new day again… love it.. even though, i still can’t keep my life balanced.. too much work, too little rest and no sweetheart…;(

however, i still enjoy the ride.. but longing for travelling…