I doubt I will ever be free from OCD.
But I can learn to live with it, try to sabatoge my routines so that I can’t feel better, and try to clean things half ass everyday, instead of Obsessively Sanitizing everything.
I can not give into my habits that make me feel better, like picking non-exhistant blemishes from my face, typing on a fake keyboard, spelling everything i hear in my head, or recite them in another language, maybe I can try to pay attention like everyone else, lol.
And maybe I can realize that it’s OKAY that most of my 43THINGS’s Titles are not all capitalized and that I didn’t capitalize that “I” in the last paragraph before hear.
That I don’t have to brush my teeth 250 times for it to be okay, and know that nothing bad will happen if I step on the cracks in the sidewalk on the way home.
You wouldn’t think things this small could cause so much dismay.
Ashley
