be happy with my life

... first I have to get a life (also one of my goals) and then I have to be happy with it. It will take me years…!

1.To fall in love
2.To laugh until it hurts your stomach
3.To find mails by the thousands when you return from a vacation
4.To go for a vacation to some pretty place
5.To listen to your favorite song in the radio
6.To go to bed and to listen while it rains outside
7.To leave the Shower and find that the towel is warm
8.To clear your last exam
9.To receive a call from someone, you don’t see a lot, but you want to
10.To find money in a pant that you haven’t used since last year
11.To laugh at yourself looking at mirror, making faces
12.Calls at midnight that last for hours
13.To laugh without a reason
14.To accidentally hear somebody say something good about you
15.To wake up and realize it is still possible to sleep for a
couple of hours
16.To hear a song that makes you remember a special person
17.To be part of a team
18.To watch the sunset from the hill top
19.To make new friends
20.To feel butterflies! In the stomach every time that you see that person
21.To pass time with your best friends
22.To see people that you like, feeling happy
23.See an old friend again and to feel that the things have not changed
24.To take an evening walk along the beach
25.To have somebody tell you that he/she loves you
26.To laugh …....laugh. .......and laugh …... remembering stupid
things done with stupid friends

These are the best moments of life….

Let us learn to cherish them

Life is not a problem to be solved, but a gift to be enjoyed”

I’m finding that the path to accomplishing other things on my list is leading to the completion of this thing. The following are the other things that are helping:
-Learn to accept everyone for who they are.
-Trust Myself.
-Be happy for no reason more often.
-Remember.
-Be more Religious.
-Play less video games.

Finished step one. Step two is to:

1) Study and sit all my exams
2) Pass said exams and get my degree
3) Get a job, any job for now
4) Have a place to live while working
5) Finish first book draft
6) At least start taking some driving lessons

Could take a few months but I’ll get there

I believe that no matter what you do, you should always be happy with it. You wouldn’t be where you are if it wasn’t for what you’ve done in your past or what has been done to you.

I need to stop seeing the bad in life. Or the bad in the situations I get put into. Or the bad in my relationship.

I just need to look at the good.

Finish all my written work for this year at university. That includes my 9000 word dissertation project, two 1200 word essay/projects, one 750 word critical review and one group work. Looming projects get me down, so their all going.

If things go my way I’ll be able to collect data over christmas, finish a second draft of my introduction by the end of this week, catch up on some course reading and complete the critical review by christmas, and hopefully one of the 1200 word essays before next term starts, if I get both 1200’s done then i’ll be dancing for joy but one 750 and one 1200 word work piece is what i’m aiming for before next term.

Then I’ll finish the remaining ones with as much haste as possible net term.

Ready, set, go.

where do i even start. i’m on a downward spiral here…

I want to stop the constant thinking that “my life would be better if ….” (lost weight, had a better job etc etc) If I loose the weight, get a beter job, how is my life different? There has to be more to it. Somehow I have to find a way to just be happy being me and then I think those issues will naturally sort themselves out.

looking forward to the good things that will come, forget painful past, learn to see brighter future.