Definitely worth waiting for the right person instead of settling! 5 months ago
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A day of meaningful activity is better than a day of mindless amusement. Even a concious descion to play video games would be better
than just drifting through the day. 5 months ago
oh goodness. i am going to puke. i am actually going to physically be ill and crawl under the desk and die because nothing is woekingnkngr. and no matter what my bff says, i think i am pretty stupid. i am good at critical thinking and writing when i have put a huge amount of thought into it. but isn’t everyone? isnt everyone good at that stuff if they would just THINK. albeit i do feel as if my brain no longer serves any function. i dont know why i even try. why am i even in physics. why do i waste time applying for anything and taking any kind of class when i am too stupid to do this one thing.
i dont even know what im doing with my life. i was forced into a corner and locked in a box then the box was finally opened and i had no idea where i was or what to do when i left. its just more convenient to stay in the box, but like i always say, convenience isnt a good reason to do anything but i literally have no other reason. i wish i was as smart as everyone thought i was and more. there is literally no way i can come back from this i think. i think i want it to be over. 9 months ago
first of all, friday was like the best day ever. honestly. but the preceding week and following days were and are the worst. THE WORST. i feel like dying. there is too much pressure, too many things going on that i literally dont care about at all. i want to cry it is so bad. i dont know why things are this awful. its so stressful and the stupidest thing is that half of the stresses are related to money. i hate stupid anguilla, i want to visit my sis, but why is the entire world against me.
i have toijfowrklrpokroi4rjoiwjr too many bookings. too much running around the entire godforsaken island. i hate the caribbean too. that just makes everything worse. i hate that stupid place. i never wanted to go back there but i pulled through and booked this stupid flight because i want to visit my sis but now everything is against me. and unfortunately its all my fault as well. i have the worst luck in the world. honestly. when anything is left to chance. or its like if i dont nitpick every little thing in the most annoying way, everything goes wrong. and thats whats happening now. 9 months ago
today is possibly one of the worst days in a very long time for reasons and faults that are not my own-for once.
i thought everything was going OK but it turns out that seemingly calm time was just time for the endgame to build in its horrific glory. 10 months ago
Ahhhh its been so long. I thought everything would be fine, but its falling apart. Scratch that, I am falling apart. I have never stressed so much about exams or anything. I have never doubted myself so much. I want to cry. I hate this. I hate everything. I want it to stop. I can’t…. I don’t know what to do 14 months ago