give up

“The hardest part is what to leave behind, ... It’s time to let go!”

but a friend talks me out of it, everytime.
i HAVE to do this, or i am going to go crazy….
must be soon.

i have to do this, but one last thing before i do

it is time to give up. but something tells me as much as i try to give up, i am going to keep hoping for a different outcome. but there won’t be a different outcome.
i’m just a loser.

i get closer to giving up, and them something happens that makes me hold on. i don’t like that. it’s time to give up. maybe tomorrow.

closer to this goal.

this will be the month.
i either get it, or i don’t.

i am figuring out what has to be done.

or i will just go crazy.

i want to die.

when to give up?

if i fail at this endevor, i will feel like the biggest A-Hole the world has known.