overcome addiction to pornography and masturbation

My 7 day journey completed. Now extending to 14 days.

i’m tired of this. i want to stop! first day! difficult!

Today is my 6th day in 7 days journey. Some fantasy thoughts are coming in my mind. still holding off from everything. Wish me good luck.

I failed, failed, failed. Another day, another try. Today is a new day, a new try after failing for 3 days straight.

Successfully 3 days completed in my 7 day journey with out pronography and mastrubation. Since it was weekend and spent time with friends…which deviated from the thought. Still 4 more days to go.

Today is my first day, after failing for 2 days straight. I’ve started the Candeocan mini course, and hopefully I’be able to fight this addiction headon, instead of running away in fear. Simply refraining from porn actually makes it more pleasurable when I fail, usually weeks later. I think the key is to remove the association between pleasure and porn, so I won’t have the desire to view it. I am certain my efforts will be blessed by the lord Jesus.

I just failed again. This thing is really hard. Tomorrow will be my first day, after I put a filter con this computer.

Got tempted and failed on first day itself. Now starting once again and today is my first day.

I’m really frustrated due to this habit. I want to stop it. It affected my health. I’m feeling very weak. I lost my stamina. From today i’m targeting for 7 days.

Today is my day 1.

I fell off the bandwagon on 9/29/08. The trial internet blocking software expired and I was too cheap to buy it-so my lust took advantage of the situation and I indulged myself on internet porn again. Seems like the longer you stay off, the more pleasure you gain in viewing it. I think the real solution is to take the pleasure away from viewing internet porn, and deeply imprint the harmful effects of porn into my brain-associate pain and suffering w/it instead of pleasure. I’ve quit smoking and other vices, but lust is by far the toughest. Well, here we go again. Another new day, another new start. I went out and bought the software, so hopefully this will keep me clean for awhile.