make something beautiful

I love looking a craft websites, I think I will find a tutorial and sew a cute and pretty doll.

I’ve actually managed to create a lot of beautiful art work this year. Hence, I have achieved a goal. =]

I truly feel I have done this now. I have started painting and making lovely art, I have created strong blossoming friendships and I have been part of a romantic long distance 9 month relationship which just came to an end, but was very much a beautiful thing.

I’m not sure exactly what I mean by this…

by everyone else’s definition;
I’ve made many beautiful things,
writing/poetry/lyrics, music, drawings && paintings…
thoughts && other things.
The only things I’ve made that I’ve felt to be completely beautiful are the times I’ve made love to my angel && the feelings we have together && just our relationship in general.
As well as the times I’ve made my 4 year old cousin happy;;
just the general feelings.

ah….I’m not sure…
I like this goal tho;
the concept itself.

Ok, strictly speaking Ive made nowt, but ive made lots of beautiful thoughts and plans and dinners.

I’d like to make something… really anything. I’d like to give that feeling, that wonderful feeling that we get when we are so over touched and consumed. That feeling our heart is swelling up. If I could create ate that, well honestly I don’t know how I’d feel…

A necklace, a sweater, a handbound book, a bookmark, a painting, a story, it doesn’t matter. I want to make a pretty thing.

I am not sure what I mean by this.

Do I mean create something that is beautiful, or do I mean change something so that it is beautiful?

Perhaps both.