get away

My life is like a revoloving door, I go round and round but everytime I try and get out i get pulled back in or am not fast enough and get caught up again. I’m confused over what I should do. Wait until im legal and graduate or get out while I still have some semblance of sanity left. On the upside I could always get a GED but its not always the same as a diploma. But I would rather sacrifice not having that than waste away in this crap of a world im stuck in now. I have choices but none that can benfit me in the long run.

I want to wake up one morning and without telling anyone where i’m going, jump in the car and go! i don’t even want to know where i will end up. Just me- the car- the open road- and whoever i meet along the way!

i dont want to be in this house all my mom does is drink!and i dont want to be around her shes always mad and yellin!

ive been living here in australia in the same state same suburb same house for the duration of my 20 year life i have friends but not a best friend i have a girl who i love with all my heart and she is the only one i can put my trust in i want to get away with here fly to another place were people are not so opinionated or so fucking judge mental!! people make shit so hard they make u wanna pack your stuff and go and the moment u leave they wonder why?? maybe its because every body is so focused on them selves not wanting to do any thing for others what should i do where should i go? only time will tell but i hope it happens soon cause i want to be happy!!

Why is life so complicated? Why do I have so little time to myself, or to give to her? Why do I get up at 7am every day, get home at 10:30 pm, and only have until she falls asleep or I do?

I just want to leave everything behind. I want to run away with her forever. I want to live a happy life with no worries or concerns, and the only responsibilities have to do with keeping her happy

kinda like that song by lenny kravitz..i want to get away..i want to fly away..yeah yeah yeah..
i really do.
i hate my parents, my entire family, my town, my church.
EVERYTHING.
all they do is ridicule me and push me away.
i want to get away from them, but stay with my friends,and my boyfriend. I love them so much. they are the only thing keeping me alive.

literally, i do want to leave my house, my city, my school, some of the people i know. but on a higher level, i want to get away from the old, introverted, time and opportunity wasting,me.
there is a diifferent person deep inside of me, not that i don’t like being me. i just wish i could change certain stuff about me. getting away, to a new place literally or figuratively or whatever, might bring about that change…

I’m gonna leave my country once more to go to Geneva for a year. Myself, i don’t understand very well the meaning of this goal, i added it when i came from Toronto, a month ago. I felt like going somewhere else… but i’m not sure that leaving my country again will help me to get away… of what?? i don’t know!! but the thing is i really feel like doing it. Meet new people, new faces, new place to have breakfast on Sunday… it’s kind of addictive, the fact of changing your entire life from one day to another…

I got away from my home South Africa for six years. Went and lived in London. Made me realise what a crap place South Africa is. I live in South Africa, now again. Don’t think I’ll be here for too long. The people suck, their mentality sucks. Their whole way of doing things suck! I’m so glad I saw something else, it made me realise how big this small world we’re in actually is and that there are actually people out there that think like me instead of the narrow minded fools that live in this place. Thats a generalisation though, there are the odd few who are actually very cool here, but I think they’ve all left this place to live where the nice people are.

It is so rare for me to ever go away anywhere, so this morning I booked an overnight stay on Anglesey, off the coast of Wales.

I will be camping on my own for the first time ever and I’m at the mercy of the island’s public transport system!

It’s a small step, but I’m looking foward to it. I really need a change of scenery, if only for a day.