make decisions

ok. first is to do with another goal but its helped with this one. ive made decision to re-construct my life, get myself bak to my formor glory! back to my old self.
THAT IS A MAJOR DECISION!!

the second is that ived decided i want an ipod for my bday so mum is gettin one for me! she said ‘u have to be sure amy im not buyin 1 for u to turn around a change ur mind’ cos i wasnt sure at all if i wanted one.. ive bin umming and arring but i decided last night- yes i want one! so im gonna get one!!

YAY- its just theres nothign wrong with my old one its just not got much room- only 4gb but ill get a 16gb ipod nano- id get a classic but there to big for me. i like to go for runs and stuff with my music :)

but yeah- ive also made decisions for my birthday! having a joint t with my bro (cos his bday is right next to mine) i was the planner for that! so i lie—- 3 decisions have been made by ME!!!

i’m on a role! lol

decided that i really really really wanted to go to the cipsal so i bought tickets! :) i hav never been and why miss out this yr????

I’m staying. When I decide I don’t want to stay anymore, I’ll go from there.
I guess that’s all we can do. Make a decision, go with it until it doesn’t work anymore, then make another one.

it takes me half an hr 2 work out waht i want to eat when im in a shop that has four choices..

if cant decide on any little thing like, what flavor ice-cream i want, or if i even want ice-cream, how the HELL am i ment to decide on the big things that life throws at you… right now theres this guy,,, i cant work out if i like him or if i dont or if i LOVE him or if i dont… do i want a relationship or do i not… do i want to risk our friendship for somthing more, or do i not…
AGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I make decisions, but I always want to have backup plans. I can never choose one thing and simply stick with it. I always want to feel as though I have an out.
I need to make a decision and focus on following it through, rather than on making sure I have multiple things to fall back on. If a decision I make does fall through, I’ll deal with that when I need to.

sticking with my decisions. I constantly second-guess myself.

deciding to break up with my then boyfriend just to take dylan to prom instead, was the best decision of my life. :) :) fer shure.
and it was a tough one too. one that could’ve gone horribly wrong and screwed me over. lol. but it didn’t. it was so worth it. :)

this was a very good decision day!! omg
first, i basically picked out a whole new wardrobe for my boyfriend when we were school shopping. and it all looks amazing on him. and the best part is, i didn’t have to pay for any of it. :P
then i shopped for myself super speedy quick. and the very first pair of jeans i tried on were the perfect ones for me.
AND i chose which stores we all went to, and in which order. haha i was just on a roll! i think they all appreciated it too. :) since i usually don’t speak up.

the german chocolate cake instead of the oreo something cake.
:D
and the sugar free ice cream instead of the…not.

on this goal, too.
Cooper is living with my sister and she says he doesn’t come downstairs…not when she’s there, at least.

The house is sold but Dusty says the lady who bought it is a bitch. I was a little aware of this before I since she planned the closing for an hour after my flight left on Friday and the day before, she decided she wanted the curtains that were all inaccessibly in storage and then wanted me to go buy her some. I barely got myself packed, I sure didn’t have time to go pick out curtains for someone else!
I took out as much trash as I could and left it along the back alley, behind the tree where it always gets picked up, but apparently, she called Dusty to complain, wondering what all that trash was! Yeah, there was a lot! I cleaned out my entire house, lady! Dusty calmly explained it to her…

Anyway, enough about that. We’ve got Sophie, and soon Will, ensconced in schools, we’ve got our slingbox, valuables are insured…
This goal was helpful and I might have to take it up again (probably in 2 years when I’m moving home!) but for now, it’s complete.