be a better muslim

I can’t seem to stop crying.. as this is the only way I feel a little peace.. and now it’s getting to a point where I am crying uncontrollably.. I carry too much guilt for not being a good muslim.. I wish with all my heart I could be a better muslim.. I swear, I don’t want the riches of the world just a little peace from this aching heart and just a quiet place not luxurious just simple where I can be left to pray to my hearts content in PEACE!.. I swear.. I wana give love with all my heart.. and not see anyone in the position I am in today.. I need real guidance. I hope I get help soon insha-Allah.. cos I swear.. I’m hurt big time.

I know some aspects have really improved Elhamdulellah but sometimes I fall back into old habits .. Prayers help in these cases

i start praying five times a day but then stop it on the second or third day from now on im going to start to pray the prayers one by one im going to start with fajr and pray it until i get habited to it then zuhr, asr e.t.c

i want to become a better ,muslim. i dnt pray 5 times a day. Sometimes i don’t even pray 1 time a say. i am commiting sins everyday and i feel guilty about it. i think to myself everynight about my life and relise that i am not happy and wish i could change. when i go to lecturres and the mosque as soon as i walk in i feel happy and sad at the same time this is because i feel guilty for what the sins i am commiting. i also feel good and feel different. i know by following by reliigon will make me a happy band better person but its jst hard to in this society when u have people aroung who you who are not like you. I don’t want to be depressed and feel like this everynight. i have tried to be a beter muslim but its does happen for a day and then i commit the sins again and forget about everything. what do u think i should do

i AM going to do this.

first thing, i’m going to learn how to do salaat, and keep all (but 5?) fasts this year.

well everytym..i say im going to become better..but the thing is it always lasts for a ddai or 2 n i go bak to doing sins,,,
i do too many sins:(...n i always seem to repeat them:S..
but on this day !! the 18th of july 2009!!!
i will changeto a better muslim!!!!!!!
and yes i have faith in myself to do it, only because i believe allah will be on my side!!!
and inshallah i will see change in myself:)

I want to make my Deen my number one Focus. After an almost 2 week hiatus from prayer (woman issues & laziness), I prayed Fajr this morning. I hope to quietly inspire my husband to focus on his Deen also. Being a new Muslim (of 9 months) is harder than I thought. It’s easy to “dress the part” but more challenging to actually do the work. Hoping by this time next week to not have missed any of my prayers, Insha Allah!

I do keep up with the 5 prayers but i have a habit of delaying them and doing them HOURSSSS later. Some days I don’t do all of them though. I want to thank and remember and praise God more to and realize His Existence, Perfection, Sovereignity and His Goodness and Guidance. Sometimes I have doubts that there is no God due to the circumstances of my life. Sometimes I get overwhelmed by the negative views of Islam and hate having to deal with people;s stupid questions and comments.
Ugghhhh…inshallah I will become a STRONG* believer, happy in the faith and worship of God and enjoying His Creations.

every day you should strive to do better then the day befor keep on steping up.

I really feel that i need to be a better muslim

starting by praying all 5 prayers..

I really have intentions but somtimes i get lazy and i cant commit

Does anyone know how to stay on track with prayer?