be more feminine

I want to wear more dresses and skirts. I wear heels often, and I always do makeup. But I don’t pay enough attention to how, I just kinda throw stuff together.

I need to work on positioning my legs in the right way when I sit and stand. I’ve been painting my nails,putting my hair down, and wearing flowy clothes. So far so good :) I just want to work on my posture and attitude. I want to be more feminine not plastic..I want to stay the same girl my boyfriend loves on the inside.

I think that I have become way more feminine and lady-like since I have calmed down on the cussing, and improved my etiquette and manners, but I think that I also have more to work on as far as appearance goes. I don?t think I?m very polite so I thats something I have to work on. I also want to become more girly. I like dresses, skirts, heels, full makeup, accessories, new hairstyles?ect…and I have all of those things, but I never feel like wearing any of it (but not many skirts or dresses). I think that Once a week I will try to wear at least 2 of those things. I don?t want to be a diva, I want to be classy. I want to be the type that can look professional in the office, as well as look good as far as my social life goes. I just want to feel better about myself, and I think I?ll feel better about myself if I do so. I?m confident but I get tired of wearing my hair in a pony-tail, and wearing tank/t-shirt and shorts/jeans, with flip flops/sneakers everyday. But I Think it will make me feel even more confident and strong, like I can conquer anyhting. I want to keep trying new things…I don’t want to bore my husband! lol.

I’m working out more and I paint my nails. I’ve bought new and more feminin and fashionable clothes. I’m doing my hair in the mornings… If I can keep this up for a month or two then I’ll say I’ve completed this goal. So now it’s just a matter of sticking to it. ^_

I recently bought a couple new skirts for the summer. Wore one a bit shorter than I usually do the other day, entirely forgetting that the event I was going to would involve sitting on the grass a large part of the day. Doing so in an unusually short skirt was an adventure, I’m telling you! It did make me feel a little more feminine, though.

You know, lots of girls/young women get advice about what sort of personality is attractive. I’m going to spend more time working on having a personality/style of interaction that’s ‘attractive’ to other people.
Just had a great time with a new friend (female). I asked for help with a volunteer project, she responded, we really hit it off. I’ve fallen into a pattern of having lots of non romantic friendships with men – they’re often lower maintainence. But I need to have some other women around me, esp. since I don’t have family.

johnson’s lavendar “melt away stress” lotion.

Feminine comes in so many varities. It’s like red, what shade are you? Are you scarlet like a vixen, or are you baby pink, like an innoncent girl? You pick your shade of feminine. I personally rock all shades of it, some instances I ooze sex, and it has nothing to do with my outer wear, it’s all about my mindset and my confidence. You put out what others are to receive of you. Fix your mind on what shade of feminine you want to be, and rock it. Be what you need to be for the situation.

I live in a little RV. I just moved into it, there’s a lot of work to do to make it a pleasant home.
So right now physical stuff is hard. And I’m realizing it’s not the important part.
I went to some event and met a woman, and she was able to influence people just by being bubbly and bright. But she’s also a hard headed business woman. I’m going to try
to be more like that.

I actually had fun going shopping yesterday. I think that it’ll be even more fun once I get to my weight goal. I’m also spending more time on my hair and I paint my nails more often. Baby steps, but I think things are coming together nicely.