Keep in better touch with friends and family.

on thursday and today all are gathering.

Took the photos round to my family today and last night rang a good friend and we chatted on the phone for over an hour.

I was going to visit family today and take photos for them that I had printed out for them. When I went into the shopping centre I left my car window open and it rained in on the photos and soaked them through. Therefore I have not visited as planned. Will print them out again tomorrow and pop in over the weekend. lol

this week. I am not disapointed in myself as i need to stay home right now. I will go on one of the next weekends coming up in the next month.

I’ve checked out my route. Now to ring people and decided when I am going – Thurs or Fri? Then back Sunday? And back to work Monday :(

I am umming and ahhing about whether to go on a road trip this week while I am off work. Up to visit C and then across to visit S and A, it would be a long drive through some lovely countryside and then two visits too. Maybe I should just ditch the fear and go? It would do me good – just do it! What is stopping me? Resenting the time that I could be here at home(I am not at home enough thanks to my working hours).....that he wants me to go and leave him here by himself and get out of his hair ….I might have an accident….it will cost me money…..I might regret going. I just need to go. I will go and search for the route now and get the timing right and phone everyone to tell them(ask them if I can come).

I just learned from a friend that a mutual pal of ours is having a hard time. Soooo, I’m currently formulating a little pick me up for her. This may take the form of flowers that I can bring to her job. Maybe, I’ll make her a date in a box that includes all of the ingrediants for a delicious dinner—all she and her husband will have to do is throw it all together.

I have amassed four thousand rollover minutes in the last year, so it’s pretty clear that I need to work harder on this goal. It’s also harder than I thought it would be. I figured that I would just call friends and pick up where we left off, but it’s not working out that way. My life is still in limbo because of health reasons and my lack of regular employment, which has made me pretty depressed. Depressed and quiet. This isn’t good for friendships, I know, but I’m making an effort.

Today, I’m meeting with a friend at a local coffee shop and I’ll ask her to keep on me about staying in touch because it’s obvious that I need help with this right now.

I haven’t heard back from him, so I really don’t know the status of the relationship right now. We’ll see what happens.

I answered an e-mail from my cousin, which will, in turn, renew the friendship. I hope!