Pretty exciting, but relaxing, too.
Final proofs of the Gigantic Six Year Project due in late this month… then I won’t have to think about until fall 2007 (the company switched time-frames on me a bit) and hopefully I will be FULLY caught up by then, and maybe a lot more solvent. Actually, I WILL be the latter – no maybe – if I stay on it. Stay focused. I have the opportunities…
Do it, she says to herself. And also, you can do it. You will do it. You are doing it!6 years ago
- Complete this project (it’s had lots of mini-deadlines… I’m on the next to last proof now, will have final proofs to look over about a month after I send this in, then nothing on this as such though there will be some related PR-work, until late March 07).
- Complete other big project under contract in… what, a year after the other is turned in? But wouldn’t it be INCREDIBLE if I got it in the hopper before the other one’s March 07 debut? Yes, it surely, surely, surely would. Is it possible?
- I think staying current on emails (another goal) would make me feel less in time-debt.
Maybe if you’re self-employed you always are. Maybe that’s good. Means you have something going on…
But I don’t really think it’s healthy. May be inevitable, but note healthy.
And the time – it just flies, flies, flies by!
I don’t know that time IS money. But money takes time (earning, accounting, etc etc) and time (just living, eating, paying utilities) takes money.
Will I ever not feel behind the 9-ball on both time and money?
I know, I know… stop thinkinng about it and do something about it.
Enough of this little chittering monkey-brain anxiety meditation. Back to work.6 years ago
soooo close. I might be done – tomorrow! 6 years ago
every day I work on The Project (# 8 goal) brings me closer to being out of time debt.
thing. 6 years ago
takes me closer to this. It will be MIRACULOUS to complete this project. 7 years ago
I will not only be one happy woman, I will be much, much, MUCH closer to being out of time-debt than I have been in the last five years. WHAT a thought!
If that doesn’t give me the juice to stay on this, I don’t know what will.
The thought (of being done with this) is almost unbelieveable… 7 years ago
I am really working hard at #8 on this list, the project I have been Ms. Lollygag on.
If I succeed…no, WHEN I succeed on completing that project I will have gone a long, long way towards getting out of time debt. 7 years ago
It’s like bicycling through hot tar, but I am getting there.
And I am simultaneously working on some other stuff (both contracted and uncontracted) that I’m not quite so behind on, and that is restoring my sense of competence and cofidence (which had been taking quite a beating in this area). 7 years ago
Get it done, and I’m done with the most major time debt. 7 years ago