Get over my body issues

... I could stop eating when i’m full
... i could stop eating when i’m bored
... food never became a drug for me.

but i’m grateful i know what to do about it

they jusst got worse. ;/

... for the first time I heard that and believed it.
... I was in all my glory, and heard those words. When you finally realize that you’re beautiful, no matter what… Amazing feeling

:-)

I’ve had some pretty crummy experiences in the past with boyfriends, which leaves me with some serious body issues. I don’t like ANYONE to see my body. I never wear real shorts, not even in the summer. I wear a boy’s bathing suit (long shorts that go mid-way down my calf and a tank top). It may end up affecting my health. I refuse to even go to a gynaecologist because I’m just so unbelievably scared to let anyone see me, let alone in such a horribly personal way. I know first-hand as a nursing student how important it is for me to get checked out, but I cry and shake every time I even think about going to a gyno. I really need to fix this, because cervical cancer runs in the family. I’m doing a horrible disservice to my body.