go back to church

Yes, there is such a thing as perfect timing in God’s song about your life. It’s so perfect that you can not claim any responsibility, because you know that if you were in charge, it would have failed…horribly. I found a church. Not a catholic one like I was born and raised, but a Christian one that I was led to. I was asking for advice about this one for a while, because I was conflicted with the thought of not going to a catholic church. Someone told me that when I was a child, it was my parents choice, now it is my choice. So whatever I choose, if I ask Jesus to lead will be right, and I will know when I find it.
In my journey, I have had many trials, some asked for and some not by choice. And when I think back to one of the worst moments of my life, and I seeked help from the catholic church in dealing with a trauma in my life…I was judged. It was my darkest memory in my childhood that has led to addictions and years of pain. I was judged for my father’s sins…and that hurt. Years of trying to get sober and my life together, it was always Christians reaching out in Jesus’ name, telling me I was not a waste, that no matter how broken I am, I am loved. I can’t remember any catholic reaching out to me where I was at…face first in the mud. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not Catholic bashing…I’m grateful for the foundation of Christ that the church has given me…that’s where my belief lies. Jesus reached out to the least of the people and He has reached out to me. 1 week ago