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I wish 43things could automatically justify our entries when we click “Save this entry”. I hate to see those jagged lines, especially in a long post. Also the capital letters in our goals. I know it’s because someone made the goal and entered it like that, but I should be able to change the first letter of a goal from common to capital and not have it change into an entirely different goal. Maybe I’m being too “Virgo” but it’s bothering me.

My molasses cookies are so sub-standard I am loathe to even call them cookies. That’s what I get for relying on an online recipe when I need the perfection that the oft-tried and always true Betty Crocker can deliver. drat…

first of all grrr at boys (!)
and second of all grrr at the fact that I still haven’t watched New Moon yet!! >.<

and oi! Robots! no cleaning up the site. I’m sitting at exactly 200 subscribers and I love double zero numbers. They look so cool.

Thanks!

No matter whom you are you have love. To know the meaning of life is to selflessly love everyone and everything around you and to be loved back. Enjoy everything…i mean everything from watching a cloud passing by…to using running water, to eating a sandwich. For one day it could all be taken away. Those whom wrong you in the future…forgive them for they are naive and have yet to realize what life means. Forgiving them will make your heart sleep easier.

The words of a friend :]

I changed my picture to one of me. Here I am again, world. :)

My one dog, Buttercup, has been acting strangely. She’ll be sitting there, and suddenly she’ll jump up and bolt, for no discernible reason. Tonight she was crying and would not come to me, but then Rose got up and came to me, and Buttercup took Rose’s spot in the crate and went to sleep. I don’t know what’s going on with her.

I hurt my sister’s feelings. She’s very critical of herself, and as a result, can come across as critical to me. I’m really working on quieting my own critical voice, so I had to tell her that criticisms were unwelcome. Now she’s upset that she hurt my feelings and is feeling like a bad person. I didn’t mean for that to happen. She didn’t really hurt my feelings all that bad. :(

I’m just trying to end the cycle of low self worth that runs in our family.

Some things have begun, and some other things have ended, and I have a lot of mixed feelings churning around inside. It’s confusing, but at the same time, I feel optimistic.

I just took this quiz and discovered that I’m a “Badger” type of mom: “Badger moms are especially strong mothers; they are keepers of the family schedule and expert disciplinarians. Very good at juggling the complexities of family life, badger moms strive to keep their children on a straight and narrow path.”

That’s pretty much me. Potato Head might be only a few months old, but…..yep.

I hate when people try and tell me how I feel. I wrote that huge letter. It’s mine, not yours. MINE! It’s how I felt, and you can not take that away from me. You can form your own opinion on it, but don’t pass over your opinions like they’re facts.
Now that I’ve got that out….I had an awesome day today.

I tried to leave early this morning so that I could go to the college’s health clinic. That did not work out . . . it took extra long to get Nick situated this morning, through no fault of his or mine. Just blame mother nature.

So I get to work maybe an hour early and go to the clinic. I actually get into an exam room, but at 12:20 I had to leave for my 12:30 class without being seen. The clerk was really nice . . . if the nurse practitioner had gotten to me, the clerk would have brought any prescriptions to wherever I was on campus.

But they are open tomorrow until noon. If I still feel half-dead, I’ll go then.

I was off school today cause I felt really ill, so after school had finished Ryan walked for 40 minutes in the rain to come see more for a while, it really cheered me up :)