feel like myself again

i’ve been getting ideas for poems everywhere recently which is just like me. :) It feels like ‘me’ is coming back :)

feeling like myself i’ve suddenly lost that feeling. it’s been replaced by… feeling like my sister! argh… it’s very weird :) I think because i really looked up to her when i was younger (and still do) and i have quite strong memories of her at the age I am now. Recently i’ve been comparing myself to how she was when she was this age. It’s getting on my nerves. :) I’ll be walking along and i feel like her… very weird :) I love my sister, but i don’t like comparing myself to her because we’re so different.

I lost myself somewhere down here in this unfriendly place and this bad lifestyle and this suffocating boredom.

I realised that the way to feel good about yourself, isn’t through others, but through you. Which is something I think I’d forgotten.
Love Dani xxxx